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I done fucked up.
went out last night, got very drunk, met up with the boy and his friends, we ended up continuing the party after last call at boy's house.
boy's very drunk friend, who was celebrating his birthday and had just gone through a nasty breakup, grabbed my hand, led me down the stairs and kissed me.
I was pretty plastered.
I didn't stop him quickly enough.
I eventually told the guy that he needed to stop and that he should take care of himself, then went upstairs to be with my boy. spent the night there. Today I emailed the boy and told him about the kissing, knowing he would hear about it anyways.
he flipped. Thinks I was trying to make a fool out of him or something... despite the fact that his friend initiated, I put a stop to it, and I chose to tell him about it and apologize.
The boy and I are not in a good place. It goes without saying that we aren't sleeping together anymore, but I'm worried that we won't be friends or coworkers anymore. I'm afraid he's going to fire me from the project we were working on together.
the real kicker is that it was him that told me he didn't want to "date" me... and he's the one who gets all worked up about this.
I think I nicked his ego.
went out last night, got very drunk, met up with the boy and his friends, we ended up continuing the party after last call at boy's house.
boy's very drunk friend, who was celebrating his birthday and had just gone through a nasty breakup, grabbed my hand, led me down the stairs and kissed me.
I was pretty plastered.
I didn't stop him quickly enough.
I eventually told the guy that he needed to stop and that he should take care of himself, then went upstairs to be with my boy. spent the night there. Today I emailed the boy and told him about the kissing, knowing he would hear about it anyways.
he flipped. Thinks I was trying to make a fool out of him or something... despite the fact that his friend initiated, I put a stop to it, and I chose to tell him about it and apologize.
The boy and I are not in a good place. It goes without saying that we aren't sleeping together anymore, but I'm worried that we won't be friends or coworkers anymore. I'm afraid he's going to fire me from the project we were working on together.
the real kicker is that it was him that told me he didn't want to "date" me... and he's the one who gets all worked up about this.
I think I nicked his ego.