Apr 22, 2010 01:56
gaveitallaway
I will learn to live before I die
Will learn to love and learn to try
Not to give it all away
She may be the one that’s meant for me
Or for the man that I used to be
Til’ I gave it all away
Why I lay my heart down on the floor?
I showed you love, you wanted more
But I gave it all away
You taught me to see the better truth
About yourself but about me too
I was stupid over you
What could I do?
Why I lay my heart down on the floor?
I showed you love, you wanted more
But I gave it all away
Some people wait a lifetime for a chance like this
I’ve waited enough
Baby, no, I won’t let you go
I’m sick of tears and bitter fear
Why I lay my heart down on the floor?
I showed you love, you wanted more
But I gave it all away
There’s nothing left to take
I gave it all away...
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the past few days have been nothing short but great. overnighting at the airport with lee has been productive..well not too bad.
yet recent happenings have made me all the more wary. i will not hide the fact im quite surprised at how things have been turning out, just that it has left me more puzzled than before. im not trying to think too much, read too much into things. im trying to enjoy while it last. for if it's not meant to be at the end of it, i'll be thankful to the Almighty for giving me this opportunity to experience just something small but means a lot to me.
as of now, im just praying that things will be better than before, and that the past be the past. i pray that from my previous entry, i will be able to write a new chapter in life, albeit not knowing how long it will last but even if it means a page, it would have been the best of all other chapters in my life. God, give me strength to face this phase/situation that im in and your blessings for if it's real, i promise not to give it all away...
it's just not appropriate for me to say anything now and i dont wish for it to be third time unlucky, so i'll save it til i feel it's the right time. til then, take care and get well soon..