more whining. sorry.
I'm feeling lethargic and melancholy. I have no clue why. I have very few reasons to, and any reasons are my own stupid fault. Not that that really helps.
I swear, weekends are some kind of weird time-warp for me without Blackfriars. Well, the rest of the time too, but weekends even more because I depend on Blackfriars to keep my somewhat sane. Somehow the fact that I'm spending the time at the MBC theatre doesn't help at all. It just doesn't equate.
I miss Blackfriars, and the ushers, and I didn't get to see the PWYW for Pericles o the opening. I still haven't seen it at all. Fucking sucks. I'm sick of this show (despite the fact that there are only 2 shows left and one of those is tonight) for many reasons, but the main one right now is that. I really do miss Blkfrs.
I keep on thinking it's Sunday for some reason. I really do. I've had to mentally correct myself twice in just the past hour or so. When did Blkfrs become my timing compass? Oh wait, that would be about a month into freshman year. ::shrug:: So this stupid show is a electro-magnetic field that I walked into, with only half an idea of what I was going to be getting myself into.
My roommate is hating the show, that that doesn't improve my opinion of the show. Another of my friends is having a blast, which does make me happy, and I've made two friends because of it too. And got to see JM again, so that's also a happy thing. Sooooo....annoying experience with a few bright spots. ::headdesk:: Why did I sell my soul to the theatre department again?
I would not be here if it weren't for my Problems in Performance class requiring 150 hours. It depresses me that I've fulfilled just over half of the hours. See, it depresses me because people are talking about midterms and such. Which means I should be about half done. But I wanted to be waaaaaaaay more than half done by midterm time. Because I sooo-hooo-hooooo didn't plan on spending this much time on the second play of the semester. Dammit.
Oh... also, I don't know what I'm doing for spring break. My plans fell through so now I'm trying to figure out where to stay. I though I could stay with Jenny and Chewie, but short of a miracle that's a no. They have to be in DC that weekend and Chewie is staying there longer, plus they have an exchange student with them (who I totally forgot about). I might be able to stay with my uncle and aunt... but I donno. ::doubleheaddesk:: <--I wonder if that has anything to do with my headaches. (<--Joke. I don't actually. But the urge is there. Oh, the urge is so there.)