ears ring.

[sheacore]

So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
Ill be alone but maybe more carefree
like a kite that floats so effortlessly
i was afraid to be alone
now im scared thats how id like to be
all these faces, none the same
how can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
so many hearts in great demand
and now my sorrow seems to far away
until im taken by these bolts of pain
but i turn them off and tuck them away
till these rainy days that make them stay
and then ill cry so hard to these sad songs
and the words still ring, once here now gone
and they echo through my head everyday
and i dont think theyll ever go away
just like thinking of your childhood home
but we cant go back, were on our own
oh...
but im about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself
ill find it in myself
so were speeding towards that time of year
to the day that marks your not here
and i think ill want to be alone
so please understand if i dont answer the phone
ill just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
until i can see nothing at all
only particles some fast some slow
all my eyes can see is all i know
ohh..
but im about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself
ill find it in myself