far out of sight.

[sheacore]

sigh.
i dont know whats happening right now.
it's like everything appears alright but i know better, so i know its not.
for some reason i feel like theres harbored animosity between f-rock and i.
i know bretts not happy with this current situation. how can he be?
things look alright with j and i right now, but i guess thats the key phrase. right now.
heather and i are actually rockin...you know the type. bestfriend style again.

my parents are going to vegas for the entirety of next week. i cant fucking wait.

i dont know why its so hard for my crew to all hang out together. it's either two or three, but whenever the four of us are together something fucks up. i can't figure it out. its either j thats strung out, fred and heather arent talking. i feel like i have to bandage everyone up every time we hang out.

i just want to eat cream pie on my trunk again.
i miss fred. i was thinking the other day about what it would be like if he died and i got the most disgusting feeling ever. so fred, don't die.

junior high love affair.