Long Week

[shea_filth]

well this past few days, are interesting. i dont really know where to start, so i'll go all the way to wednesday night, when i spent the night with jacob. travis kept on sending texts sayin "i'm goin to do drugs again" "i got stood up" "i should take so many drugs that i die" "havin fun touchin eachother?" i dunno, it was shitty. but i had fun with jake, we ate some cake, and chips and candy and drank a lotta hi-c....we went to meijer and as we were leavin, a cop asks us what we were doing in the sudafed aisle. i'm stereotypical, i guess....so because we looked funny, the Medicinal aisle, turned into a soley sudafed one. which is, fucking lame. but anyway, we told him exactly what we were doing. "we're looking for cough medicine. we're goin to walmart because its cheaper." so he was like...ok and took our names down, and my birthdate but not jakes. so we went to walmart, and this chick yelled at us b/c we walked on the wax..."You guys can't walk on there. Don't walk on there." we went to kains house for abit and took a few pictures. its apparent, the tension between him and travis. but its official, he's out of the band, which kinda sucks because he's real cool. but hes got heather, extremely high maitenence, and gabby, a daughter, that i know he wants to give a house outside of the one they are in at the moment. so anyway...that was that...we went home, took a bunch of drugs, talked to people online for a while, played mario party (he kicked my ass, 10 stars to 1.) then we started watchin army of darkness, and i woke him up half way through so i could put in ren and stimpy. we watched that for a while, then crashed out at about nine am. woke up at 130, b/c Gash (<3) called. set up the suspension...then called travis. we had a really good talk that mornin about stuff....i found out what the entire deal with stephanie was. we left his house for the mall at around 330. i bought earrings and he used his gift card for make up, then we headed to my house. my mom wasnt there for a while...so we started goin through the fridge, and i noticed she had pepperoni. i looked over at jake and i was like "my mom hates it when i eat all the pepperoni." and right when i opened that shit up, she walks in the door and says "get outta that pepperoni!" heh. priceless. so we stayed there while i cleaned my room, and then we got tired and fell asleep on my bed. so when i got up, all i had to do to wake him up was to bring down food. wabam....it worked. we ate some cheese and crackers and drove to travis' house, where the very first emotion i experienced was hurt, tears...fun stuff. travis was being mean, again. mean, nice, i love you, get away....confusion, frustration. loss for words, really. as the night progresed, so the mood got a little better. threw in some mario party...of course. some food..bean dip. heh rock on. oh yah, and we did it twice, jacob. hehheh the next morning travis was tryin to get me up at like, 12. which is earlier than usual. well i got up and got ready and he told me we werent leaving for like 6 hours. i was pissed. i coulda slept. !! oh well. heh. we went to the suspension...travis was in seventh heaven. i got to see gash. got a billion pictures. it went awesome. the band pics from the suspension were ok a couple of them turned out. they're way better than the last ones tho, and kain-less....not neccesarily good...but it happens. so after that we go back to tracy's house....and hooked up the cube, and me and tippy colored for a whiile, and jake started actin weird. he called my mom at midnight, because my phone wasnt working in the basement. anyway-the next day, jake left. then sunday, i went home and played cards and stuff with my mom and all that good sturf. which brings me today....i worked and then came out here to travis' to get my hair done, and got it kinda halfway put in and thats that for now, i was goin to go home but its too late bc of mario party....etc. i need to friggin sleep soemtime. i'm going home tomorrow night and goin to bed, straight, if i can. i need it. i kinda saw annette today. she left work when i got there. i want to talk to her more. i dunno. i wish it was still highschool, you go to school with everyone you know, you hang out with people after school every day, and you dont have to pay for shit.
new years resolution: to be announced.

later nigs
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