birthday....day
its my birthday
i got a massage that my mom bought for me, it was nice, but it was kinda awkward. i dont like havin people do stuff for me or pamper or take care of me, anyone who knows me well, knows this. so i felt kinda bad for her, but she was just doin her job. i would make a terrible spoiled kid. anyway.
tiffany is at my house. and kyles at cedar point, and i get to go to work. i want to go home, for real. haha. i hate working. and its my effin bday. for gods sake.
so tonight should be interesting. i dont know if travis is goin to try to ditch out on me or not. i'll have to call him later. i'll give him shit because its my birthday. and dammit, he cant skip out on me like that. if he decides he's goin to Necto, i'll just go there, tiff wants to go anyway, and travis wont talk to me when we're there, so he'll still be avoiding me if thats what he wants to do.
i might be movin in with jakob and kain in jackson. go to JCC or somethin. i was supposed to go back to Alaska, but paul wants to move to the lower 48 anyway, so it makes more sense for him to move to me. and then i can keep my car and whatnot. i cant be dependent on anyone, and if i move back up there i'd be dependent on him.
and brandy's leavin with some douche bag shes known for like, a month. so whatever. fuck tryin to be close to her all the time, because no matter what, if some guy pays her enough attention, i might as well not be around her anyway. that breaks my heart, but as long as shes happy, then whatever.
school school. anything. bakers got a vet tech program. i think i need to be around animals...my mom says i can buy a horse, but i know i cant afford it right now. so i might as well go to vet school. at least i can work around them, and i wont be the one payin to feed them and such.
such is another bday. i feel old. sad. bleh.
off to work i go, i hope travis and i get some time together later.
have you ever been addicted to a person before? i still love him unconditionally. itll never change.
i got a massage that my mom bought for me, it was nice, but it was kinda awkward. i dont like havin people do stuff for me or pamper or take care of me, anyone who knows me well, knows this. so i felt kinda bad for her, but she was just doin her job. i would make a terrible spoiled kid. anyway.
tiffany is at my house. and kyles at cedar point, and i get to go to work. i want to go home, for real. haha. i hate working. and its my effin bday. for gods sake.
so tonight should be interesting. i dont know if travis is goin to try to ditch out on me or not. i'll have to call him later. i'll give him shit because its my birthday. and dammit, he cant skip out on me like that. if he decides he's goin to Necto, i'll just go there, tiff wants to go anyway, and travis wont talk to me when we're there, so he'll still be avoiding me if thats what he wants to do.
i might be movin in with jakob and kain in jackson. go to JCC or somethin. i was supposed to go back to Alaska, but paul wants to move to the lower 48 anyway, so it makes more sense for him to move to me. and then i can keep my car and whatnot. i cant be dependent on anyone, and if i move back up there i'd be dependent on him.
and brandy's leavin with some douche bag shes known for like, a month. so whatever. fuck tryin to be close to her all the time, because no matter what, if some guy pays her enough attention, i might as well not be around her anyway. that breaks my heart, but as long as shes happy, then whatever.
school school. anything. bakers got a vet tech program. i think i need to be around animals...my mom says i can buy a horse, but i know i cant afford it right now. so i might as well go to vet school. at least i can work around them, and i wont be the one payin to feed them and such.
such is another bday. i feel old. sad. bleh.
off to work i go, i hope travis and i get some time together later.
have you ever been addicted to a person before? i still love him unconditionally. itll never change.