Grr, again.
it seems like over 85% of the time i'm writing in this, i'm pissed off about something.
today i talked to paul!!!!!!!! he broke up with his girlfriend, and he wants me to come see him before he leaves. i talked to my manager, just b/c i talk to her about stuff in general,and she was like, any time you need off, i can mangage. and i'm like. woah. it could work. i told her i was trying to do it with the time i already have off, and she said i should not be stupid about it, and just go after next paycheck. i told her i didnt have enough time between then and when he left, and she flat out told me to take it off. so i'm goin to check on travel expenses. by plane, bus, whatever. i really would prefer not to drive just because i think it'll be more expensive, but i havent done all my calculations yet. monday i'm talking to a travel agent, and me and my mom are goin to research bus stuff. this is so important to me. i know i'll never see him again after this. anyway, he was excited, and wanted me to call him, but i cant friggin call anyone b/c my damn charger is at jakobs.
travis told me they were havin practice today and that i was supposed to come out and see him afterwards, but no one is answering the phone, at his house, tracys or jakobs. so fuck you guys.
fuck
today i talked to paul!!!!!!!! he broke up with his girlfriend, and he wants me to come see him before he leaves. i talked to my manager, just b/c i talk to her about stuff in general,and she was like, any time you need off, i can mangage. and i'm like. woah. it could work. i told her i was trying to do it with the time i already have off, and she said i should not be stupid about it, and just go after next paycheck. i told her i didnt have enough time between then and when he left, and she flat out told me to take it off. so i'm goin to check on travel expenses. by plane, bus, whatever. i really would prefer not to drive just because i think it'll be more expensive, but i havent done all my calculations yet. monday i'm talking to a travel agent, and me and my mom are goin to research bus stuff. this is so important to me. i know i'll never see him again after this. anyway, he was excited, and wanted me to call him, but i cant friggin call anyone b/c my damn charger is at jakobs.
travis told me they were havin practice today and that i was supposed to come out and see him afterwards, but no one is answering the phone, at his house, tracys or jakobs. so fuck you guys.
fuck