christmas present
Kinda a long story but here we go.
I bought a book called all about us and we fill it out together and learn more about each other. In the process of filling out the book i found out that he had thought about breaking up with me because i had a depression bought. This was months ago but still, it made me think that he maybe would want to break up with me still if i didn't do something right or had another episode. I was just sad because i thought we had a perfect relationship and i didn't want to screw it up because he is perfect for me and i didn't ever want to make him feel like he wanted to leave me. Anyway, while we were talking about it he said "Wait to see what i got you for christmas. You will feel better". What is that suppose to mean. Engagement ring? An idea but i doubt it. I always harass him about buying jewlery so maybe it is jewlery but not THE jewlery. I can't picture him proposing. Oh well. He told me not to worry about christmas yet because i am not working. I got him a book so far but after i start work again i want to get him a new watch. He said he wanted one.
That is all for now.
I bought a book called all about us and we fill it out together and learn more about each other. In the process of filling out the book i found out that he had thought about breaking up with me because i had a depression bought. This was months ago but still, it made me think that he maybe would want to break up with me still if i didn't do something right or had another episode. I was just sad because i thought we had a perfect relationship and i didn't want to screw it up because he is perfect for me and i didn't ever want to make him feel like he wanted to leave me. Anyway, while we were talking about it he said "Wait to see what i got you for christmas. You will feel better". What is that suppose to mean. Engagement ring? An idea but i doubt it. I always harass him about buying jewlery so maybe it is jewlery but not THE jewlery. I can't picture him proposing. Oh well. He told me not to worry about christmas yet because i am not working. I got him a book so far but after i start work again i want to get him a new watch. He said he wanted one.
That is all for now.