Aug 24, 2005 23:20
So it was only the second day of class and i definently skipped. I had to stay and have sex and hang out with my guy friend until he went to work. God he is good in bed. I now understand why people like sex. I also found out that he is uncircumcised. I never have seen one of those before. I looked at it and asked him a lot of questions. I thought it was cool.
Anyway, i felt kind of guilty that i skipped already. I know he is going to ask why i wasn't there so i must come up with a good lie. I may get kicked out of class if i can't pay . I have to make a special trip to peoria on friday because i didn't go today and i didn't have the shit ready anyway. I really wish that i was motivated to get through school. I hate it enoug hyou would think that i would just do good and get it over with and stop fucking around but its just the opposite.
I am losing weight and people are noticing. I am kind of glad. I just got off of my diet thing recently but i believe that all the compliments i got tonight have inspired me to try and lose more and to keep off what i have lost. I am so excited about it. Your body does feel better if you eat better.
that is all for now.