Right now. I hate you.
I cough more during the night.
I don't know why, but I do.
I miss you more during the night.
I don't know why, but I do.
Lately I've been thinking. Over thinking. Thinking about my life and what it is. It's complicated but so simple at the same time. I look around me. And I see the people I see everday. No exaggeration when I say everyday. I love them. And I love the way they make me laugh with stupid jokes and making fun of eachother. I love the way they make fun of me. "Six times a day, Jess?". "Where's Canada again?". "I think you have something in your hair.". I like acting pissed off and doing that angry face that I do so well. But I smile on the inside knowing that I'm one of the guys.
I hope Mike decides to call me today.
I like how I avoid the place we used to be. I really don't want to run into you. Not today. I'm a mess today. I'll be okay later on. Don't ask me how I know this. Because I don't. But I do know that if it doesn't come true naturally, I'll make it come true.
I don't like the person I see in the mirror. Physically.
I like being the wallflower.
Doing puzzles.
Reading Catcher.
Reading Perks.
I like playing H2 and hearing the boys shout at the TV.
For SpringBreak I might go to NYC. With Igor. I'm siked.
Can we go to the beach today? ♥
I don't know why, but I do.
I miss you more during the night.
I don't know why, but I do.
Lately I've been thinking. Over thinking. Thinking about my life and what it is. It's complicated but so simple at the same time. I look around me. And I see the people I see everday. No exaggeration when I say everyday. I love them. And I love the way they make me laugh with stupid jokes and making fun of eachother. I love the way they make fun of me. "Six times a day, Jess?". "Where's Canada again?". "I think you have something in your hair.". I like acting pissed off and doing that angry face that I do so well. But I smile on the inside knowing that I'm one of the guys.
I hope Mike decides to call me today.
I like how I avoid the place we used to be. I really don't want to run into you. Not today. I'm a mess today. I'll be okay later on. Don't ask me how I know this. Because I don't. But I do know that if it doesn't come true naturally, I'll make it come true.
I don't like the person I see in the mirror. Physically.
I like being the wallflower.
Doing puzzles.
Reading Catcher.
Reading Perks.
I like playing H2 and hearing the boys shout at the TV.
For SpringBreak I might go to NYC. With Igor. I'm siked.
Can we go to the beach today? ♥