Oct 09, 2007 14:21
I like someone. And last night I realized that he looks just like my best friend BJ, that I had a crush on back in college, who turns out to be gay. Why is it that I'm attracted to guys who could pass off as girls? I guess my lesbian tendencies manifest itself that way. But, whatever. I like this guy cause he can play the guitar. And he's funny. And we pretty much have the same taste in music, as far as I can tell. I find myself downloading every album that I know he listens to, so in case an opportunity to talk with him arises, I can find myself saying something cool.. Pathetic, I know.. So my boyfriend knows. In fact, I know all of my friend from work knows. Maybe even he knows... And it's weird just interacting with him, maybe because I like him and I want him to like me. Not that it would ever lead to anything. But it's nice to like someone new. Brings me right back to high school.
Speaking of high school, I saw mac earlier. I was late going to work < cause I was drunk last night> and I saw him at Meralco. We chatted for awhile and try to fit a few months worth of stories in just a few minutes. I find comfort in talking to those I know for a really long time. They rarely bother with explanations.