Rescue ch.3
Rescue ch.2
How do I say this...I got accepted...I'm only a 1/4 Japanese and my ability to read Kanji is minimal but I can speak it well. I guess they were looking for a non-Japanese person. They are sending me to an audition for a drama that wants a foreign English teacher.
Nori of course treated me to authentic Indian curry...we had a nice time laughing and giggling. The curry was too hot for me which he thought was quite funny...
I called my grandma and she congratulated me...
But when I called mom all she wanted was to say how much she liked her new boyfriend and how much she enjoyed having his son around. It hurt...have you ever felt forgotten? Replaced? She'd always put herself first...sneaking off for a little me time...and I was alwaya alone.
Until her mother, my grandmother rescued me and took me home with her. My dad's mom spent time with me on weekends when her caseload would allow it. She loved me very much...they both did...I don't know what I would do without them. Grandma Maggie is gone, grandma Lena is still here. She loves me..she hates that I am so far away...and always asks when I am coming home...
I don't know...because I don't know where home is...
If home is where the heart is...I lost mine when she died...
If mine is dead, will I ever find someone to love? A place to call home?
My friends...how well do they know me? What do they see when they look at me? A token American friend? Just a girl? Or maybe...just maybe they see the lonely little girl I still am after all these years...
Someone see me...am I a bad girl? Is that why my father died? My mother replaced me? My beloved grandma who called me her sakura...who left me behind...
I don't really want to be alone...I want someone to just hug me when I need it...I want someone to tell him its okay to cry...that I don't have to hide it...that it doesn't make me weak...
Is it my fault I'm alone? Do I push everyone away?
I don't want to be alone...help me someone.
I sound like a baby...is this why people don't like only children?
Maybe...I'm better of alone...that way I can't bother anyone with my childish desires.
My friends...l'll miss you...but despite my age it seems I have some growing up to do...
Rescue ch.4
How do I say this...I got accepted...I'm only a 1/4 Japanese and my ability to read Kanji is minimal but I can speak it well. I guess they were looking for a non-Japanese person. They are sending me to an audition for a drama that wants a foreign English teacher.
Nori of course treated me to authentic Indian curry...we had a nice time laughing and giggling. The curry was too hot for me which he thought was quite funny...
I called my grandma and she congratulated me...
But when I called mom all she wanted was to say how much she liked her new boyfriend and how much she enjoyed having his son around. It hurt...have you ever felt forgotten? Replaced? She'd always put herself first...sneaking off for a little me time...and I was alwaya alone.
Until her mother, my grandmother rescued me and took me home with her. My dad's mom spent time with me on weekends when her caseload would allow it. She loved me very much...they both did...I don't know what I would do without them. Grandma Maggie is gone, grandma Lena is still here. She loves me..she hates that I am so far away...and always asks when I am coming home...
I don't know...because I don't know where home is...
If home is where the heart is...I lost mine when she died...
If mine is dead, will I ever find someone to love? A place to call home?
My friends...how well do they know me? What do they see when they look at me? A token American friend? Just a girl? Or maybe...just maybe they see the lonely little girl I still am after all these years...
Someone see me...am I a bad girl? Is that why my father died? My mother replaced me? My beloved grandma who called me her sakura...who left me behind...
I don't really want to be alone...I want someone to just hug me when I need it...I want someone to tell him its okay to cry...that I don't have to hide it...that it doesn't make me weak...
Is it my fault I'm alone? Do I push everyone away?
I don't want to be alone...help me someone.
I sound like a baby...is this why people don't like only children?
Maybe...I'm better of alone...that way I can't bother anyone with my childish desires.
My friends...l'll miss you...but despite my age it seems I have some growing up to do...
Rescue ch.4