Jan 28, 2004 20:02
I've changed. I've changed to be what I thought you wanted. I've changed to be what you don't want. I've changed. I didn't realize it, but you're right. I've absorbed parts of you, changed to become what you are.
and you hate it.
I don't know how to take it back. I don't know how to get back to the good old days of being that loud girl who likes other girls but also likes penis. I don't know how to go back to who I am. You don't like who I am now and you didn't like who I was before.
You just liked who I was in the begininning. When I would try my hardest to get you to love me. When I became the perfect girl.
And now that you love me, you hate me. You hate me becuase I'm just like you.
Stop hating yourself.
Stop hating me.