Going through hell
Today was just all together fucked up!Ally and may in a fight...what to do what to do...maggie said that they shouldnt talk anymore...that was her opinion. I text ally and said don't listen to fuckin maggie listen to what eachother has to say not someone else". Maggie gets mad because she thinks I am talking about her behind her back which I had no intention of doing so. I IM her not know she is going to proceed into claling me a "fuckin cunt" and "immature". I admit I can be immature at times, but isn't everyone? Even she can be sometimes and yet I can't mess up because im Brittany. so w/e we get into this huge agruement, me screaming her screaming...all is bad. Whenever we fight it's like fuck you fuck you big hug the next day. This time i dont think it will be that way. she thinks im trying to make myslef the victim? Does that mean she is saying she is?...i don't know...i don't think she is a victim of anything because I don't think I did anything wrong but thats just me. So she calls ally saying "I don't want to be friends with popular people"...is that me?...I hate steriotyps*I also cant spell* but thats besides the point. so the question is...how can you love someone so much but at the same time hate them just the same?