Thursday-Confusion
Well right now it is 9:22 on a Thursday morning. I guess I should be in school, but i missed the god damn bus. I have no idea at this point hom im getting to school considering that both my parents are at work and my sisters are both at college. Im alittle scared of what my mom is going to do because ive missed the bus like everyday this week so far so if you dont see my on line for the next maybe say...2days you'll know why. So I'm sitting here waiting for a prince on a horse to come and wisk me away to school...you think I have my hopes up to high? I would say so, but a girl can dream. But in real life I think I'm waiting for the same thing, exept the wisking away to school part. Im waiting for someone who i can trust and confide in, but I don't think that will happen for a long time yet. There is always my friends and family to talk to, but im just sick of life right now. I hate waking up each day knowing I have to do the same shit. Get up get, get dressed, just to go to school and see the same friends same teachers same classes same everything. I know every kid does, but I dread everyday having to go to school. I don't see the point in it anymore. Half the shit we learn in school we will never use and even if we do it wouldnt be about what the Roman's wore or the geography of China. Who wants to know that? I don't exactly know what to think of myself anymore ethier. I've changed alot over the past 2 years to the point where I don't know who I am or what I even want to be anymore. When I try and think of how I want to be or what I want to change my mind goes blank and im lost in my head. I wish someone could, but no one can help with the way im feeling anymore. I'll just have to wait and sort things out one at a time....
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