claire, you have to realize that this happens to everybody. there are always fake people, two-faced people, and so on. friends aren't always your friends, and it's human nature to talk about people behind their backs, because isn't it easier than saying it to their face? and nobody has enough will power to say all that stuff to someone's face. and even when people are behind your back talking about you, people may just agree with someone who's bad-talking you just to hop on the bandwagon and give into peer pressure. even you and me talk about people behind their back, and are fake to people, and you can't deny that. in my opinion, no, you're not fake, and you're not superficial, but that's just my opinion, and other people picked you out of the crowd to make fun of, and talk badly about. they may have picked out your worst qualities, and left out your good ones, or even made up fake things about you, but why should you obsess over this? anyone who isn't completely clueless experiences this, i have, but why did i obsess about this, too
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6point9 is totally right claire. i think hes jake? maybe? not? but its just that, well coming from your point of view you which is all of us BITCH SLUT BET GIRLS point of view, it just hurts so much. to know that people hate you and pretend to like you and then talk about you like its their hobby, but then when your seperate from your best guy friends and they even talk about you.
they fact is they dont know us. they dont understand that we are people. we have feelings. and unlike them, we dont talk about other people to fulfill our lives.
it breaks my heart to read that. i shook. i cried. and i dont know how im gonna face them all next year. especially when they all act like everythings amazingly okay.
claire i love you, and even if people hate us and immaturely talk about us relentlessy, lets just give it right back to them. were so close, and what we have is amazing, and no one should tell us otherwise.
Ugh, what did I do?!?!?! I've created this whole mess and if Shoshannah or anyone else reads that entry I am going to shoot myself because that's going to bury me alive and I will never ever be able to show my face in TY again because even though I made some of you happy by telling you what certain people said. I won't stop getting shot by Aleph girls if they read that. So please Claire, make that a friends only entry? kthnx. I love you and i'm sorry that my friends are such morrons (morons or morrons?). <#3 Emo love
ok listen, i just took the time to read that entire thing and then read 6point9's long ass comment, and honestly, i think this is all pathetic. i mean, camp has been over for what, 2 weeks, ad now the drama breaks out?? i honestly dont know what people said about me, personally, part of me wants to know, but part of me doesn't. we've all been friends for so long and i think this is all very childish and it's not gonna get solved through lj entries and comments. eventually, it will all be worked out, and a lot of people are gonna get hurt, but hey, that's what comes with being a 14 year old who goes to camp. i love you all and i would never ever want to mess up what we have!
ok 1.if they dont want any of us to find out, and they cant argue their statements then thats their problem cause they said it. not you cause you told me.
2. im not making it friends only cause NONE OF THEM KNOW MY LJ and i dont care if they see it anyway.
and also, claire, i know this is probably gonna sound really corny, but im really proud of you. i'm really proud that you were able to look past the image and become friends with us even though you thought we were "fake". i love you so much because you're amazing, and funny, and individual. i would marry you right now if it was legal in NY (and also if i was a lesbian).
i think we're being the bigger people because we realize that no matter what people say about us, we know that we have eachother!
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<#3 Emo love
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<3 Talia
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they fact is they dont know us. they dont understand that we are people. we have feelings. and unlike them, we dont talk about other people to fulfill our lives.
it breaks my heart to read that. i shook. i cried. and i dont know how im gonna face them all next year. especially when they all act like everythings amazingly okay.
claire i love you, and even if people hate us and immaturely talk about us relentlessy, lets just give it right back to them. were so close, and what we have is amazing, and no one should tell us otherwise.
<3always, Monica
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and no i didnt see that movie.
and no im not replying to my own comment.
<3always, Monica
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<#3 Emo love
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much love,
arlen
ps- talia, its moron lol.
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2. im not making it friends only cause NONE OF THEM KNOW MY LJ and i dont care if they see it anyway.
3. the emo love needs to be stabbed.
<3REGO love,
claire
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<3 Talia
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i think we're being the bigger people because we realize that no matter what people say about us, we know that we have eachother!
much love,
arlen
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xox Talia
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<3 Talia
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