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i moved into "the bender house" with arthur,cory,peter, and fen.
im living with 3 dudes, all of which i love being around. one of which i am in love with. its great. this is where i have wanted to be for so long. im very happy. just today i took two walks. im already being healthier. i love cleveland hts, i love not having to wonder what i'll be doing later, wondering if i'll be bored, worrying if im playing music too loud..ect, i love being able to just walk around for fun and see so much, i love knowing that i will be walking to the store from now on, and knowing that shows arnt too far away. and i love being on my own.
sometimes i think about the fact that kay wanted me in the delivery room with her while she gave birth....that means alot to me. i miss her. its just kind of hard now that she has a baby. but i love her. we did so much stupid stuff together with the best of intentions, i learned a huge amount about myself during the time we spent together..unseperable, shes the only person i ever felt safe with/had fun while being bad with. i think i should visit her more. she's got to be going through alot. i cant bear to let some people go, or lose touch, or even think about them being sad.
im living with 3 dudes, all of which i love being around. one of which i am in love with. its great. this is where i have wanted to be for so long. im very happy. just today i took two walks. im already being healthier. i love cleveland hts, i love not having to wonder what i'll be doing later, wondering if i'll be bored, worrying if im playing music too loud..ect, i love being able to just walk around for fun and see so much, i love knowing that i will be walking to the store from now on, and knowing that shows arnt too far away. and i love being on my own.
sometimes i think about the fact that kay wanted me in the delivery room with her while she gave birth....that means alot to me. i miss her. its just kind of hard now that she has a baby. but i love her. we did so much stupid stuff together with the best of intentions, i learned a huge amount about myself during the time we spent together..unseperable, shes the only person i ever felt safe with/had fun while being bad with. i think i should visit her more. she's got to be going through alot. i cant bear to let some people go, or lose touch, or even think about them being sad.