I'm his Yoko. He's my John.

Dec 05, 2005 10:38




I don't even know what it feels like to be lonely anymore becuase I'm not.
I feel happy and I'm happy about being happy.
I don't know what nostalgia feels like anymore because I'm not.
I haven't been living in the past, but living presently now.
Though I am seeking the future and fearing the future in the best way possible.
My emotions are situated in the best way possible right now.
It feels like I haven't stopped smiling for days.
Those butterflies I got from day one is still in me.
Falling asleep and waking up to the same feeling has never felt so good.
This winter, being warm in the cold because of comfort and joy is addicting.
I found my best friend. I found a nice boy who respects me.
I found someone I believe in when faith was losing out on me.
I found someone who is there the morning after to wake up to happy and  it makes the rest day feel longer until I see him again.
I wish I didn't have to cut any of this short.


He's amazing, guys. I don't know what else to say.
I'm jealous of myself, really.


I feel safe.
I'm impressed.
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