Today is that day.
I don't know how to explain everything right now. But life works in its' mysteriously ways and I just don't know what to expect out of it anymore. Mostly, I am just counting down the days until I move to Salt Lake with Natalie. It's the only thing I have to look forward to as of right now. Chase leaving is hitting me hard but I am dealing. My birthday is just right around the corner and it signifies that I am entering the awkward age between 18-21, which I heard is kind of rocky but I'm coming in this with open arms and a good guard. Chase came to Las Vegas for the last time this weekend before he leaves . And I was giving my all to show him a good time and trying to devour every last second, there were some emotional spurts that I wish I could take back but overall, I'm still happy I got to spend that time with him that I had. Falling asleep in his arms, still the best feeling ever..Now in a couple of hours, I will be driving down to Utah to see him pack and leave for college. I don't know what to say to this but that he really was my world and I will miss him. It truly sucks to lose a good thing and watch it leave you. So, I'll be off now to see my sweetheart drive away...
I'm even going to even miss when he played guiter how we would ignore me or play for hours when we're already late somewhere. It use to make me go crazy, but I already miss it.
<3
greatest 15 months of my life.