wake up call
so its 9 31 and im at work and its fucking boring because im waiting till i could clock in i have 7 hours to look foward to today( sarcastic voice) god i wish i had a cool job but anyways... graduation is in 4 days and im not too excited about it why? i dont know it seems like its just gonna be another simple day i always thought my senior year would be spent with my closest friends and it wasnt it i made awesome new friends and im happy that i get to spend grad with them but i cant help but think of my old "NH" buddies .. imean maybe its for the best i had never had my mind so clear on anything.. i got the whole college thingy down and for the first time in a long time im just .....relaxing i have no bf to worry about because well frankly boys are alll drama and i dont want that now i think for once im fine the way i am i mean yeah i could have a better job and the "perfect boyfriend" but ..hey im not the only one who needs that now.. so wish me luck for my graduation... i know i'll need some excitement in it