the joke always tends to come true
arizona aint that bad... somedays i feel homesick and some days i feel like i made the right choice somedays i find myself having the time of my life and somedays i find myself crying cuz i cant keep everything inside.yesterday while i was looking at ileana and cindys picture i started crying i didnt realize how much i was gonna miss them and it makes me think if i'll ever get to have those good times with them again
schools going fine my grades are way better then i thought they would be here i actually surprise myself sometimes.my homelife isnt so great i guess the whole move really messed everyone up somedays there will be screaming and fighting other days there willjust be laughter and good times. it sucks not knowing what kind of day it will be tonight i keep telling myself that everything will turn out okay but sometimes that doubt of it not being okay comes to mind..i feel like my whole life is just one whole big mix up and i dont know how to ..un mix it. but its okay because, i think that if i didnt have a mixed up life....i wouldnt be me and i <3 me
schools going fine my grades are way better then i thought they would be here i actually surprise myself sometimes.my homelife isnt so great i guess the whole move really messed everyone up somedays there will be screaming and fighting other days there willjust be laughter and good times. it sucks not knowing what kind of day it will be tonight i keep telling myself that everything will turn out okay but sometimes that doubt of it not being okay comes to mind..i feel like my whole life is just one whole big mix up and i dont know how to ..un mix it. but its okay because, i think that if i didnt have a mixed up life....i wouldnt be me and i <3 me