First off, I'd like to apologize to all the virgin ears out in the audience. It must be tough, being alive today. It's certainly a test of wit and sly like a fox. Liek a fox. hahahahahahahaHADSDIUGNDUHGRUHGUIERH
and I"m not really drunk. Just bored.
okay. On with it.
These two days have been the worst two days of my entire life. I don't know why. I've been around my best friends constantly, doing fun things....I guess I just need to get away from them. Sorry guys! Ugh. I guess I really can't say here what's been pissing me off, all I know is that school is over.
BUt seriously, this day was shitty. We were all in Mr. Pallatto's room, and it hit me that..oh shit. I am never going to see Justin again. Ever. Even if he says he's coming back to visit us from Florida, I really don't think we'll keep in touch. I hope someone will, though.
I don't even want to keep in touch with him. I'd rather him stay here and just be a part of the furniture, as he always has been to me this year. I mean, what relationship do we have outside of school? NOne, judging by the way he'd cancel always any plans we'd set up.
I feel kind of like a failure, never going out with him. What a little pussy I was in middle school.
I can't believe it. I'm not going to see Justin ever again!!!!!!
he's such a bastard. But who cares???????? oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god he's gone he's gone he's GONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNE.
If I cry over this, all meaning to my life has been lost. SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTT.
sigh. I love him like he's my brother, definately. I hope he does well in his new life.