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[she_got_issues_]

oh my life was good and all
but now my life is just nothing
see i try
try so hard
and im going to keep trying till the day i die probbally
trying has got me to fall in love
so maybe i just shouldnt try
damnit i hate fallling in love
the chills i get
the thinking i have
the hoping all day and night
taking over my dreams
which makes me feel good when i wake up but then i look around and see its all never going to happen
why me?
i guess everyone one does sometime but still
why me?
but u know what
this is school ill be tought
to learn to just be happy like shelby
but i was tought to hate everything
but now i hate only me
i hope i forget all about shelby
but i dont want too

man im one messed up little boy
love yall buh bu