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It is now almost two in the morning. I have to get up in about 4 hours. And logically, its the first time in months that I can't get to sleep. What a perfect time for denial to go flying out the window. I, of course, couldn't make it another 8 hours or so. No. That would be too damn easy. Probably the only two people who have the amazing talent of making me feel better are both unavailable. One is sleeping and really shouldn't be woken up. The other is over 1000 mile away now.
I'll be okay. I have to be. There is no other choice in the matter.
It's decided then, I'll be fine. I just wish my mind could be shut off for a few days or months.
I'll be okay. I have to be. There is no other choice in the matter.
It's decided then, I'll be fine. I just wish my mind could be shut off for a few days or months.