So close, yet so far away

[she_forgets]

I was doing so well for quite a long time...i was even starting to impress myself. I guess that might have been the problem.

I quit.
I'm tired.
I don't want this anymore.
It's not worth it.
But I don't know what I want.
I wish someone could tell me what to do.
Or at least point me in the right direction.