WOW.... a REAL journal entry!!!!!!
recap tonite...
the creepshow...heard some and like the girly voice
the matadors...awesome never a better stage show have i seen at the albert or anywhere i wanted the cd by no $$$
the insaniacs...toe tappin fun as usual
the vibrators...meh..better last time but still good considering the amount of wrinkles on stage.
all in all after this particular show i really want ben to teach me how to box. i dont know just how many people i came in contact with tonite that i wanted to seriously hurt, but quite a few. ive never been a violent person at all and i dont really even like the idea of pointless brawling but im sooooo angry lately that ive just had enough of people and violence seems to be the end result of my frustration. i dont really even think it's what people say that anger me although there are normally some pretty ignorant things that piss me off...i think its actually people's facial expressions towards me that piss me off even more. like when some moron rolls their eyes in a mocking way, or gives me that discusted "i cannot be bothered by you" look. you dont even have to call me an idiot..quite frankly i'd probably let that slide but when you give me a "your a piece of scum" look for no fucking reason that;s when im gonna blow....
maybe i need a more constructive way of letting out anger rather that choosing to bottle everything up and wash the floors...
but nites nites that oxy is kickin in and bedtime is wonderful and fluffy now...
the creepshow...heard some and like the girly voice
the matadors...awesome never a better stage show have i seen at the albert or anywhere i wanted the cd by no $$$
the insaniacs...toe tappin fun as usual
the vibrators...meh..better last time but still good considering the amount of wrinkles on stage.
all in all after this particular show i really want ben to teach me how to box. i dont know just how many people i came in contact with tonite that i wanted to seriously hurt, but quite a few. ive never been a violent person at all and i dont really even like the idea of pointless brawling but im sooooo angry lately that ive just had enough of people and violence seems to be the end result of my frustration. i dont really even think it's what people say that anger me although there are normally some pretty ignorant things that piss me off...i think its actually people's facial expressions towards me that piss me off even more. like when some moron rolls their eyes in a mocking way, or gives me that discusted "i cannot be bothered by you" look. you dont even have to call me an idiot..quite frankly i'd probably let that slide but when you give me a "your a piece of scum" look for no fucking reason that;s when im gonna blow....
maybe i need a more constructive way of letting out anger rather that choosing to bottle everything up and wash the floors...
but nites nites that oxy is kickin in and bedtime is wonderful and fluffy now...