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[she_c0uld_ch0ke]

Things I Dig
♥BANE
♥Marielle
♥Dave
♥Helanah
♥Kevin
♥Ella
♥Mama Luu
♥Ben Shaw
♥NORMANDY
♥Walk The Line
♥Brandi
♥Sean
♥Kurt
♥Kevin
♥Jess
♥Steve-o
[those people I saw last night]
♥Losing 20 lbs. since I came back to school.
♥American Nightmare
♥Listening to the Suicide File and getting HAPPY
♥My new BANE hoodie
♥Smiling
♥NOT BEING TIRED
♥Being Veg
♥I want to be Vegan.
♥the soup Mama Luu made!
♥My Mom
♥Gwen
♥Moshing last night for Shaun during Walk The Line's song to him.

Things I Bury
- How MUCH my BANE hoodie cost
- How much I miss Conor and there isn't a thing I can do about it.
- Being back at school
- Never being able to see anyone until I go home, but I can't afford Gas
- Being broke
- Working retarded hours at the coffee house
- BILLS
- Having no ambition to do anything right now.
- The way things are at this very moment.
- Making up scenarios in my head that are not true or accurate.
- Being an idiot and not staying long enough to go watch Dave get tattooed by Grez
- Not having ANY good veg food here. I miss falafel.
- Ignorant people
- Close minded assholes.
- Pretty much everything else.

So when you get off your happy little bus,
with your happy little smiles,
with your happy little instruments that never go out of tune;
we will be fucking up and missing words,
following you in a van we had to beg to start.
And of course we're fucking angry.
And of course we're tired and ugly,
It's not all a sunny Sunday.