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I hurt everywhere.
Nothing is the same; food doesn't taste the same, breathing doesn't feel the same, music doesn't sound the same. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to be a strong person but it's just taking everything from me. Some moments aren't as bad as others, but when it hits me its the type of knock the breath out of you feeling and it takes everything I have to not just fall to pieces.
I know you gave me your reasons but they just don't make any sense to me. I just don't understand.
It's only been 4 days but it feels like forever.
Maybe you'll read this, maybe you won't.
I miss you.
Nothing is the same; food doesn't taste the same, breathing doesn't feel the same, music doesn't sound the same. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to be a strong person but it's just taking everything from me. Some moments aren't as bad as others, but when it hits me its the type of knock the breath out of you feeling and it takes everything I have to not just fall to pieces.
I know you gave me your reasons but they just don't make any sense to me. I just don't understand.
It's only been 4 days but it feels like forever.
Maybe you'll read this, maybe you won't.
I miss you.