this quite frankly sucks!!!!
im really really really bored and im over here with my cousins and hillary keeps fucking stinking up the place. but anyways shes making me update my journal since i havent written in a wile......actully i lied she informed me that i hadnt updated in a while and let me do so.....so here i am with nothing to say!
but ugh a lot of shit has happened over spring break and im really not up to talking about it. but i almost did get kicked out of my dads house at like 1 in the morning on thursday because i told my father to fuck off. then i got in a really big fight with my stepmom and she told me that i was sick and my father needed to take my someplace else. then she started yelling at me on how my mother doesnt know how to watch me and raise a daughter... and yeah ok oko ok you all get the point by now. it wasnt cool so after that i went outside in just socks, and it was raining. my stupid ass decision!!!!
that saturday i went to see the passion and i also got the distillers coral fang cd which by the way i think is really good. but sing sing death house is a better cd of theirs. and ugh wow the passion is really an intence movie.....i feel bad at the fact that i didnt cry at all. more so because the people i went with were crying their eye balls out! and yeah it was kinda gross because when they whipped jesus the second time with the whip that had the nails in it and they ripped through his skin.....ugh that kinda sad that someone actaully went through that for us. but then i dont actually think that he should have died for us beacuse i dont think i deserve it.. no one should do something of that matter for me. im just not worth it.
oh i forgot i also got to clime through that teeny tiy small god damn window again. lol. hahahahaha...no. and got bruised alll over the back of my thighs................off to do...ugh something!!!!
i miss my baby!!! i love you carson.
but ugh a lot of shit has happened over spring break and im really not up to talking about it. but i almost did get kicked out of my dads house at like 1 in the morning on thursday because i told my father to fuck off. then i got in a really big fight with my stepmom and she told me that i was sick and my father needed to take my someplace else. then she started yelling at me on how my mother doesnt know how to watch me and raise a daughter... and yeah ok oko ok you all get the point by now. it wasnt cool so after that i went outside in just socks, and it was raining. my stupid ass decision!!!!
that saturday i went to see the passion and i also got the distillers coral fang cd which by the way i think is really good. but sing sing death house is a better cd of theirs. and ugh wow the passion is really an intence movie.....i feel bad at the fact that i didnt cry at all. more so because the people i went with were crying their eye balls out! and yeah it was kinda gross because when they whipped jesus the second time with the whip that had the nails in it and they ripped through his skin.....ugh that kinda sad that someone actaully went through that for us. but then i dont actually think that he should have died for us beacuse i dont think i deserve it.. no one should do something of that matter for me. im just not worth it.
oh i forgot i also got to clime through that teeny tiy small god damn window again. lol. hahahahaha...no. and got bruised alll over the back of my thighs................off to do...ugh something!!!!
i miss my baby!!! i love you carson.