this could be my chance to break out
ughh people i really do not know what is happening to my life right now, its just falling apart
i must say today is the worst day by far ive had since ive gotten out of the hospital like 3 months ago...i mean even worse than the day i had my meeting on friday...i hate days like these, when you feel like you`re all alone. i feel like everyones turned against me....katie wouldnt even go with me 2 twelve corners today and i got ditched by the loverlies....and my sXe leXi who by the way thinks im mad at her, which i dont blame her for b/c i told her i was but thats only b/c im being so PMSy today and yeahhhh....but she always does this 2 me!! she never even tries 2 make me happy when she knows that i`d do it 4 her. im stuck here at the flipping library right now cuz i thought no one was home and i didnt have my key i got shoes so wet in the puddles walking over here and i was just thinking that if i could go online and talk 2 him everything would be great but yea...no
oh god i sound like the biggest brat right now whining, when there are people way worse off than me....but im just an attention seeker and right now i`m not getting any attention, i hate being ignored...
*gary*
i must say today is the worst day by far ive had since ive gotten out of the hospital like 3 months ago...i mean even worse than the day i had my meeting on friday...i hate days like these, when you feel like you`re all alone. i feel like everyones turned against me....katie wouldnt even go with me 2 twelve corners today and i got ditched by the loverlies....and my sXe leXi who by the way thinks im mad at her, which i dont blame her for b/c i told her i was but thats only b/c im being so PMSy today and yeahhhh....but she always does this 2 me!! she never even tries 2 make me happy when she knows that i`d do it 4 her. im stuck here at the flipping library right now cuz i thought no one was home and i didnt have my key i got shoes so wet in the puddles walking over here and i was just thinking that if i could go online and talk 2 him everything would be great but yea...no
oh god i sound like the biggest brat right now whining, when there are people way worse off than me....but im just an attention seeker and right now i`m not getting any attention, i hate being ignored...
*gary*