ergh
our last game of the vball season was today. its hard to believe its over. we lost, badly. and my parents came, but they didnt see me play cuz i played a whole game before they came. i was upset, and they couldnt understand why, bcause they said the rest of the team didnt seem to care. i know that we are all SO good, like we all can play really really well! but we just dont care, and it doesnt help that our coach acts like she doesnt even want to be there and makes us feel like shit everytime we are around her. and then zoe got asked to be on a club team, which im insanely jealous of because i know that even though i love volleyball SO much, that i would never be able to go anywhere with it because of my height. IM TOO F*ING SHORT! and if it were me in that situation, i would say yes in a heartbeat. and zo im not dissing u, its just me being frustrated w/ my stupid short genes. and i dont understand feelings. they suck.