Jan 17, 2007 11:40
I'm beginning believe there is no such thing as having success and happiness at the same time, it's either/or.
I am lonely, I don't want to be alone...but I don't want to be with anyone.
School and 40 hours a week is entirely too overwhelming.
I've decided that what I am is a caveman. I cave things. Anything that I have loved or learned I put in my little cave and pretend to forget about it. I never intend to get rid of anything in there either. The saddest part of it all is that emotional maturity-wise...I'm forever a fucking neanderthal.