hmm....
Death has been bestowing itself apon me the last little while...first starting with a classmate and now possibly a cadet.
I hate the way I look at it with not much concern,when inside it bugs me. It's just that nothing suprises me these days, maybe im not afraid of dying or death...I dunno. Maybe I just try to look at the positive in comparison to the negative. You have to remember that I had to deal with the possibility of my mom dying, for roughly a year or so.
Maybe I am a freak......maybe not. The conversation I had last night was very different, just for the fact that I hadn't seen the person I was talking to in the same emotional state that they were in last night. Life is so strange, but I hope the cadet does get better..
I don't think I can say much more.
~Shayna
I hate the way I look at it with not much concern,when inside it bugs me. It's just that nothing suprises me these days, maybe im not afraid of dying or death...I dunno. Maybe I just try to look at the positive in comparison to the negative. You have to remember that I had to deal with the possibility of my mom dying, for roughly a year or so.
Maybe I am a freak......maybe not. The conversation I had last night was very different, just for the fact that I hadn't seen the person I was talking to in the same emotional state that they were in last night. Life is so strange, but I hope the cadet does get better..
I don't think I can say much more.
~Shayna