Whoo Hoo....NOT!

[shaynagirl]

hmmm been kinda in a depressed mood since Yesterday (Tues). Just heard that they wanna expell me from school...not fun and the fact that Im doing well in all my classes pisses me off more.Anyways thats beyond the point... Im just dealing with some stuff. Seeing my friend in the hospital disturbed me a tad too, even though I completley understand her situation. I have cadets tonight and that hopefully will cheer me up big time, it usually does at least most of the time.I also have a big issue with the fact that nobody calls me to do anything anymore. It makes me feel totally unwanted and unliked. I just am really lonely during the weekend and then *BAM* on the weekend I have a busy social life and it sucks because I can't make plans with everyone. I feel like the coordinator and I am responsible for making plans and nobody else takes on the responsibility.I should not have to take full control of all my relationships, there should be some people who take responsibility too or else im gonna be burned out big time and wont wanna see anyone. I wanna see my boyfriend too big time, however I don't wanna always have to make the plans either. I just feel like I am not liked and maybe thats a bit much but it's how I feel. Anyways im sitting in the Community Centre on the computers there, I was finishing History hmk (zzzzzz) before and needed a break lol. Anyways Im gonna go see if Kris (From Law Class) is upstairs on the computers there. I'll write back asap.

-->Shay