Last updated 19 weeks ago....
0Damn, for real? I'm horrible! lol Where to start? So, that job I posted about on 18 June 2009? It's going well. I love the people. I talk to almost everyone on graveyard which is odd. My job is kind of cliquey so it's weird for me to bounce around like I do. What made me start bouncing around? Of course it was a guy. Ugh!
Where do I start about him? He's an asshole. A douchebag. I hate him or I maybe I just wish I did. I've had a crush on him since I got on the floor for training. Then when training was over I actually sat by him. It was so odd the first night because here was the guy I had a crush on for 2 weeks without him knowing I exist and then I'm across from him all night. I don't even think I talked to him. I was too scared! lol Ever since then we have talked a lot more and he's getting under my skin. I like him so much and I wish that I didn't. I really do. He's mean! It's funny and he gets away with it because he's cute. Ugh. I always like the wrong ones.
I don't know how much longer I want to live with my mom. It's a big deal because she never wants me to leave and she needs the financial help. I just feel a bit trapped here. I find myself taking on Sundays at work just so I can get away. I just feel like I want to be an adult, you know? I don't feel like I can totally be me with my mom in the next room. But as of right now having my own place seems like just a dream if I want to speak to my mom.
I had sex for the first time in a few years. Not a good idea because the dude won't stop calling, I feel like we've reversed roles and he's the clingy girl and I',m the dude that got want I wanted and left. So bad!
I'm tryng to figure out what else to write about but it's not coming to me. Will write more later!
Where do I start about him? He's an asshole. A douchebag. I hate him or I maybe I just wish I did. I've had a crush on him since I got on the floor for training. Then when training was over I actually sat by him. It was so odd the first night because here was the guy I had a crush on for 2 weeks without him knowing I exist and then I'm across from him all night. I don't even think I talked to him. I was too scared! lol Ever since then we have talked a lot more and he's getting under my skin. I like him so much and I wish that I didn't. I really do. He's mean! It's funny and he gets away with it because he's cute. Ugh. I always like the wrong ones.
I don't know how much longer I want to live with my mom. It's a big deal because she never wants me to leave and she needs the financial help. I just feel a bit trapped here. I find myself taking on Sundays at work just so I can get away. I just feel like I want to be an adult, you know? I don't feel like I can totally be me with my mom in the next room. But as of right now having my own place seems like just a dream if I want to speak to my mom.
I had sex for the first time in a few years. Not a good idea because the dude won't stop calling, I feel like we've reversed roles and he's the clingy girl and I',m the dude that got want I wanted and left. So bad!
I'm tryng to figure out what else to write about but it's not coming to me. Will write more later!