Thanks for dropping another bomb, JUUUNE.
Right now.
Marianna's school is shutting down, she's losing her job. The odds of her finding a job in the LA area are pretty slim, which means I won't have a place to live.
Michael and I are super close right now and he'd be happy to move into my apartment with me. But I don't want to live with him until we're married. A lot of people don't understand where I'm coming from and don't think it wouldn't be easier for me if we did move in together. I don't want to compromise what I want when things get tough.
I'm still at home, I'm not making any money and I don't know what my disability check is going to look like. I'm trying to go to school, I went back for the first time last night before I found out about this, and I had to leave because of the pain. I'm trying to find ways to get into the school in Napa for pastry chef, and I found out that if I take two classes at my school now I qualify to apply for the school. I'm trying to find ways to make things work for me. Just when I'm counting my blessings that Mana is so awesome to me, took SUCH good care of me when I was unable to take care of myself, the fact that we actually have a pretty cool apartment and we get along living together, it just blows up. She could have to move anywhere, and I'd like to move with her but I'm not going to leave Michael.
I don't think Michael or Mana have an idea of how severe of a situation this is for me, because I have no savings. When I say no savings, I mean I don't have enough to put down a deposit on an apartment.
There's an opening for a pharmacy tech at the hospital across the street from my work, and I can't even apply to it. My boss just became affiliated with them, ordering the stock for a new surgery center. After letting me take all this time off from my crash and being so cool, how could I just abandon her and everything I've started there? I really have a loyalty to her, but she doesn't pay me enough to survive here! I hope she would understand what it is I'm going through here and give me a raise or let me go.
God's going to take care of this one, I'm praying that I can stop stressing about it and just trust it's going to work out.
Marianna's school is shutting down, she's losing her job. The odds of her finding a job in the LA area are pretty slim, which means I won't have a place to live.
Michael and I are super close right now and he'd be happy to move into my apartment with me. But I don't want to live with him until we're married. A lot of people don't understand where I'm coming from and don't think it wouldn't be easier for me if we did move in together. I don't want to compromise what I want when things get tough.
I'm still at home, I'm not making any money and I don't know what my disability check is going to look like. I'm trying to go to school, I went back for the first time last night before I found out about this, and I had to leave because of the pain. I'm trying to find ways to get into the school in Napa for pastry chef, and I found out that if I take two classes at my school now I qualify to apply for the school. I'm trying to find ways to make things work for me. Just when I'm counting my blessings that Mana is so awesome to me, took SUCH good care of me when I was unable to take care of myself, the fact that we actually have a pretty cool apartment and we get along living together, it just blows up. She could have to move anywhere, and I'd like to move with her but I'm not going to leave Michael.
I don't think Michael or Mana have an idea of how severe of a situation this is for me, because I have no savings. When I say no savings, I mean I don't have enough to put down a deposit on an apartment.
There's an opening for a pharmacy tech at the hospital across the street from my work, and I can't even apply to it. My boss just became affiliated with them, ordering the stock for a new surgery center. After letting me take all this time off from my crash and being so cool, how could I just abandon her and everything I've started there? I really have a loyalty to her, but she doesn't pay me enough to survive here! I hope she would understand what it is I'm going through here and give me a raise or let me go.
God's going to take care of this one, I'm praying that I can stop stressing about it and just trust it's going to work out.