wHAT DO I DO IN A LIFE OF MISERY

[shayleeinvasion]

i had an absolute awesome time at Brittany's house! Jordy and I both tried on brittany's clothes all though Lotz of them did't fit either of us, but we don't care, right jjordy! YEAH. i love this short and coat thing and i wore it to her church and now i am going to wher it tomorrow, that's how much i like it... i just need to figure out what pant's i am going to where. I had the best time at the 4 SQUARE Church but stupid AMANDA was there and friken bombed my happiness when they took off and then once we found them she gave NASTY nASty looks towards me, and i have no idea what the hell her probl;em is, god i hate her. SHe has turned lindsey pretty muich against everybody at our school, and now Lindsey has probably turned against me! Lindsey and i were really aweome best friends to each other( we even got stupid corny mementos to celebrate our awesome friendship like a plastik neklace that said BEst and frind on the other one. and we also got ristbands and told everybody fibs about it which was so **cking funny at times!) NOw lindsey and i pretty much are going to be enemies if she keeps hanging out with AMAnda!!!!!! FUCK!!!!

so today atr recess i stuck around alex and played with socerr player taylor, he has got good strategy for the courts!! but i left becausre i didn';t want to ruin her time with him. i saw chance and headed over there but he is always got his own thing goin on, so i feel like i don't belong anywhere, god what is goihng on! i just want everything to be better,
BUt that obviosly is an impossiblity. but jordy and brittany will be my frinds i am sure i think.. I just absolutly don't know what the world is coming to! AHHHHHHHh... c- you-adios-sionara-chow-but not toodles!!!!