I think I'm falling in love...
So this is what it feels like? This unbelievable, indescribable feeling? I love it, I adore it, and I'm so happy that it's attached to him.
I don't even know what to say except that I love how different it feels with him and how I can't ever see myself with anyone else. And I mean it to the very core of my being. Something about being with him feels more real than anything else I've ever had. It's not just a feeling of it being right, it's a calmness I have. It's the fact that no matter how much we fight, I know we'll get through it. It's the fact that I let go of my pride and let go of fights in a way that I never have before. And the sweetest thing to hear is that he feels the same way. Neither one of us has said it, and I won't until I can look into his eyes, hug him, kiss him, whatever. He makes me so happy and I'm not even there. I can only imagine what it's going to be like when I do get there.
And he inspires me. In a way that is so awesome. I want to learn things because of and for him. And he doesn't even know it. I want to do a million little things just for him.
I want to marry him, I want to spend my life with him. That's pure passion for him. A passion that burns deep. I am so comfortable around him and he can be the sweetest guy when he wants to be. Does he frustrate me? Yes, but it doesn't matter! At the end of the day, I just want to be with him.
4.5 months isn't that long. And with the way I'm feeling now, I'm going to be in so deep that I won't be able to get out.
I don't even know what to say except that I love how different it feels with him and how I can't ever see myself with anyone else. And I mean it to the very core of my being. Something about being with him feels more real than anything else I've ever had. It's not just a feeling of it being right, it's a calmness I have. It's the fact that no matter how much we fight, I know we'll get through it. It's the fact that I let go of my pride and let go of fights in a way that I never have before. And the sweetest thing to hear is that he feels the same way. Neither one of us has said it, and I won't until I can look into his eyes, hug him, kiss him, whatever. He makes me so happy and I'm not even there. I can only imagine what it's going to be like when I do get there.
And he inspires me. In a way that is so awesome. I want to learn things because of and for him. And he doesn't even know it. I want to do a million little things just for him.
I want to marry him, I want to spend my life with him. That's pure passion for him. A passion that burns deep. I am so comfortable around him and he can be the sweetest guy when he wants to be. Does he frustrate me? Yes, but it doesn't matter! At the end of the day, I just want to be with him.
4.5 months isn't that long. And with the way I'm feeling now, I'm going to be in so deep that I won't be able to get out.