Diet
I put on 5 kgs since the end of my diet in August (because no job+depression+no money to buy healthy stuff). So I've decided to start again, and this time, I want to reach my goal of 55kgs, that means about -4kgs in 4 weeks. I'm going to strictly monitor my eating habit and try to hit the gym more often. I have to attend 2 weddings at the end of April, so I want to look good in my dresses. I actually started my diet in April last year, and I lost 15kgs; my goal was to feel generally more confident in myself and I thought I could achieve that through physical transformation. I became prettier (if the looks I got were anything to go by), but I didn't feel more confident. So when I stopped dieting, I was just like "whatever, even if I was to be thin, I still wouldn't like myself, so what's the point?" But now, I realize I did feel better in my own skin, I was just too focused in the magical effect I wanted my diet to have in my self-confidence to acknowledge that. So I'm giving dieting another shoot and this time I want to stay slim :) Imma do it!