grounded...
i hate being grounded
i hate how parents think sometimes. If they say something its always right. End of discussion. im sick and tired of feeling like a dissapointment to my dad , i told him "oh i wanna do track again" i would think hed be like thats good . No he says " thats wonderful now you can get healthy again" like he thinks just because he knows now that i tried drugs it fucked up my health, when thats not the case at all. im so tired of coming home and knowing i wont be able to do anything cause im grounded. whatever ground me but im sick of being treated compleltely different from a few weeks ago. if my parents never found out about me trying drugs they would have never known, why? because it doesnt effect my life. why cant parents just understand that? because most parents are one sided well atleast mine are. im tired of it. i miss my boyfriend soo much i hate we cant talk after school i get to see him like 15 in the whole day wootwoot. then its off to doing what he wants and me at home. now hes in a band im not happy about that cause that just means even less time for me . whatever though i mean im happy for him but im a selfish person and i still want my time with my boyfriend ..
whatever we will see how it goes.
i hate how parents think sometimes. If they say something its always right. End of discussion. im sick and tired of feeling like a dissapointment to my dad , i told him "oh i wanna do track again" i would think hed be like thats good . No he says " thats wonderful now you can get healthy again" like he thinks just because he knows now that i tried drugs it fucked up my health, when thats not the case at all. im so tired of coming home and knowing i wont be able to do anything cause im grounded. whatever ground me but im sick of being treated compleltely different from a few weeks ago. if my parents never found out about me trying drugs they would have never known, why? because it doesnt effect my life. why cant parents just understand that? because most parents are one sided well atleast mine are. im tired of it. i miss my boyfriend soo much i hate we cant talk after school i get to see him like 15 in the whole day wootwoot. then its off to doing what he wants and me at home. now hes in a band im not happy about that cause that just means even less time for me . whatever though i mean im happy for him but im a selfish person and i still want my time with my boyfriend ..
whatever we will see how it goes.