Something gets me nothing & nothings such a waste
well its about time for another update. this weekend was pretty cool. friday i went out with marissa and al. i hadn't seen riss in a while so it was good to see her.
it may be the day before but Happy Valentine's Day everyone. its already been valentines day for me because al and i had our day in saturday. it was a really great night. i love ne excuse to get all dressed up. we went out to eat and then we went to see hitch, which was REALLY good. we didnt get to do presents until after the movie - we did them in the car because i just couldnt wait haha. he liked what i got him (which was an engraved picture frame, a jar filled with 365 notes for him open each day to remind him that i love him, snickers, and some nuts he likes) but he out did himself on the presents. i wasnt expecting ne thing big, especially because he told not to expect ne thing big. in the car he gave me kissing teddybears, flowers and chocolate covered strawberries. i thought that was it. but once we got to my house and i was unlocking the door he came up behind me and was like u forogt this - and it was a ring box. hes too cute!! i was SO SHOCKED that i actually hit him a couple times haha. the ring it beautiful. there are 2 rows of diamonds on a white gold band and its engraved with "all my love" god hes such a good boyfriend. the plan is im not coming home this upcoming weekend so i miss him even more. i kno he can come up for a night but its not the same. i miss him already. :/
tonight we had community service to do for softball. i was having a pretty rough day to begin with, and then i got a big headache and my back started hurting. and even though i was working with little kiddies (and they were so damn cute) i wasnt enjoying it.
on top of it all i have a lot on my mind now. i tried talking to my mom about it, but she didnt react to things how i thought she would. i mean ultimately things are my decision now, but i wish she could be supportive. when i try to talk my problems out with her i dont wanna get off the phone with tears in my eyes b/c she made me feel like i was disappionting her. sometimes i wish shed just be behind me, b/c i really search for her approaval. :/
it may be the day before but Happy Valentine's Day everyone. its already been valentines day for me because al and i had our day in saturday. it was a really great night. i love ne excuse to get all dressed up. we went out to eat and then we went to see hitch, which was REALLY good. we didnt get to do presents until after the movie - we did them in the car because i just couldnt wait haha. he liked what i got him (which was an engraved picture frame, a jar filled with 365 notes for him open each day to remind him that i love him, snickers, and some nuts he likes) but he out did himself on the presents. i wasnt expecting ne thing big, especially because he told not to expect ne thing big. in the car he gave me kissing teddybears, flowers and chocolate covered strawberries. i thought that was it. but once we got to my house and i was unlocking the door he came up behind me and was like u forogt this - and it was a ring box. hes too cute!! i was SO SHOCKED that i actually hit him a couple times haha. the ring it beautiful. there are 2 rows of diamonds on a white gold band and its engraved with "all my love" god hes such a good boyfriend. the plan is im not coming home this upcoming weekend so i miss him even more. i kno he can come up for a night but its not the same. i miss him already. :/
tonight we had community service to do for softball. i was having a pretty rough day to begin with, and then i got a big headache and my back started hurting. and even though i was working with little kiddies (and they were so damn cute) i wasnt enjoying it.
on top of it all i have a lot on my mind now. i tried talking to my mom about it, but she didnt react to things how i thought she would. i mean ultimately things are my decision now, but i wish she could be supportive. when i try to talk my problems out with her i dont wanna get off the phone with tears in my eyes b/c she made me feel like i was disappionting her. sometimes i wish shed just be behind me, b/c i really search for her approaval. :/