Catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Lots and lots has happened since my last update. I've been super busy. Recently one of my dad's very good friends died, he was only 26. This has been a real rough time for my dad. His friend is one of the nicest men you could ever meet, and it sucks that something this bad had to happen to him. It's also how it happened, he was intoxicated and somehow had a gun and he accidently shot himself in the neck. My parents have been very upset and emotional since it happened. My dad gives me a "don't do anything stupid lecture" every night. My parents are my best friends and it hurts me to see them this upset, so I've been trying my hardest to be there for them.
If you haven't been at school with me for the past month, then you probably haven't heard me bitching about softball. While I love the sport, and the girls on the team, so much, it's becoming something I hate to do. It feels as thought it's something I have to do and not some thing I want to do. It's just not the same as it used to be. With out getting too much into, my heart isn't in it anymore. I'm not willing to do something that makes me this unhappy. I don't know if that's everything but I've been talking /crying about it for days and if you really care to know just ask me. Anyways today I went to coach and told her how I felt. So that's it I'm playing softball anymore. I know I'm going to miss it, and the team. But I know I made the best decision for myself and my happiness, and to me that's all that matters. Thanks for everyone how helped me through, I'm done crying over it. (ps Buttah and Cheddah we can still have our dinners :D). I love all you dirttyzzz :D
Tomorrow is my mom's birthday :D Going out to buy her gifts then time for cake tomorrow!!
If you haven't been at school with me for the past month, then you probably haven't heard me bitching about softball. While I love the sport, and the girls on the team, so much, it's becoming something I hate to do. It feels as thought it's something I have to do and not some thing I want to do. It's just not the same as it used to be. With out getting too much into, my heart isn't in it anymore. I'm not willing to do something that makes me this unhappy. I don't know if that's everything but I've been talking /crying about it for days and if you really care to know just ask me. Anyways today I went to coach and told her how I felt. So that's it I'm playing softball anymore. I know I'm going to miss it, and the team. But I know I made the best decision for myself and my happiness, and to me that's all that matters. Thanks for everyone how helped me through, I'm done crying over it. (ps Buttah and Cheddah we can still have our dinners :D). I love all you dirttyzzz :D
Tomorrow is my mom's birthday :D Going out to buy her gifts then time for cake tomorrow!!