Sep 05, 2004 23:31
Hey everyone,i hope yall are all doing ok.I havent been doing so great lately. Its like im falling in the position i was a year ago, and everyone that is friends with me knows what im talking about.Im so lonley these days.Its seems as if when something is going just perfect it has to end.Im never gonna find anyone again. I swear. All i do is cry all the time.I dont want anyone to know but i guess now its time to say how i feel instead of holding it in.I think Reanna knows im so depressed because shes always checking on me now.I feel as if know one loves me and thats the truth.I wish i was the Lindsay i used to be. The one who was always happy go lucky and always smiling and happy, but im not and i guess im gonn have to realize that.Im getting my medication check out next week but other than that i dont know. I think im gonna go tho ill update later, I love you allllll!