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[shawty129]

so here goes i havent said much in awhile ... i think i forgot about it actually. but since i updatd last all that drama has died. But a tad bit of drama came again tonight... so i am done with that drama. I have ahd an awesome summer, i have let a few things bother me. For one thing i play softball with a girl i cant stand... no really cant stand. I think she is the only person i cant stand. She is one of those people who is a friend to your face then starts crap behind your back...and then she'll call your b/f and tell him that you cheated on him (ok she didnt do that but she would!!haha). Its like she tries to impress people, and i dont want friends who are like that. So thats why i didnt become her friend. But why i dont like her... she's loud, abnoxious, rude, lazy, does stuff half-heartedly(softball is a team effort), back-stabber, selfish, mean, arrogant, and a hoe, yes a hoe. so i think i have good reason to decide that i dont think i will be playing for the team i am currently on next year if she is on it. Ok so now that that is off my chest ... i really dont like conflict, but i dont take crap from people either, so i guess that creates conflict. So i am sorry if i made anybody mad about this whole situation, i'll know next time that i cant say how i feel to this person. But that's over. I am focusing on other people... like all these new people i ahve been meeting and people i am getting to know better. I saw almost all my friends this summer. I went to eat with a friend from way back last night and this guy form my spanish class that i had never talked to was there and i found out how cool and funny he is, and the coolest guy who shares jones road with me was there and we talked, and my best friend was there too, so it was awesome. so im gonna forget about the bad thing today because a lot more good things happened today. I am done letting one thing ruin my day or week. it seems like i only write when i am mad.. its because i am venting. i plan to go shopping at the mall REALLY soon.
MUCHO LOVE, sam