all this shit
there is just too much shit going on right now! I am so confused at to what to think of colton. I mean I'm so sprung on him! and I don't know what he thinks of me anymore. I mean he broke my heart a week ago and I still can't stop thinking about him. Tomorrow is Corey's party woot woot! so I think he's gonna be there so Im curious to see what happens! Ok I'm seriously thinking of moving in with my dad. I'd be happier starting over there. I mean I'd still come back and visit and see everyone. but like I keep asking myself why are you still here?! and What's holding me back?! I don't understand it. but yeah I'm seriously thinking about it.I leave for California in about 2 weeks!!!!! :D I'm excited!