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Rule #1 of love: you can never be just friends with someone you're in love with.
-I know you think that i shouldn't still love you, i can tell ya that, well if i didn't say it, and i still felt it, now where's the sense in that?
-You take alot of chances with your feelings,
no one really knows what you feel,
and fiction is the only way you're dealing,
you turn your pretty head if it gets real.
-And i'd give up forever to touch you,
cuz i know that you feel me somehow,
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be,
and i don't wanna go home right now,
and all i can taste is the moment,
and all i can breath is your life,
and sooner or later its over,
i just don't wanna miss you tonight.
-Where you are that's where i wanna be,
and through your eyes,
all the things i wanna see,
and in the night,
you are my dream,
you're everything to me.
-Hold on, dream away,
you're my sweet charade.
-Gotta do what it takes,
cuz its all in our hands,
we all make mistakes,
but its never too late,
to start again, take another breath,
and say another prayer,
and fly away from here.
-I'll love until love wears me away,
I'll die and know my love will stay.
-Deep in denialville,
trying to fight the way i feel,
i go jello when you smile,
i start blushin...my head rushin.
-Believe in love at first sight...and when you say "i love you" mean it.
-Great love and great achievements require great risks.
-Never laugh at someone's dreams, because if you don't have dreams, you don't have much.
-There is no fear in love.
-You can't be in love with someone one second, and not love them the next, because then you were never in love in the first place.
-There's something about the way you shine,
when the lights go out,
wanna make you mine,
theres something about the way it seems,
you're always here,
in my dreams,
when no ones around,
no im not scared,
because im in love
...with you...
-Let em' say we're crazy,
i don't care about that,
put your hand in my hand, baby,
don't ever look back,
let the world around us,
just fall apart,
baby, we can make it,
if we're heart to heart,
and we can build this thing together,
stand in stone forever,
nothings gunna stop us now,
and when the world runs out of lovers,
we'll still have each other,
nothings gunna stop us now.
let em' say we're crazy,
what do they know?
put your arms around me, baby,
don't ever let go,
let the world around us,
just fall apart,
baby, we can make it,
it we're heart to heart.
-One thought,
is all i need,
to make me wish you were here with me,
one touch,
is all i want,
to make me wish you'd stop this taunt,
thought this would never end,
thought you'd only stay a friend,
but thats not what i wanted,
and in my dreams you haunted,
couldn't sleep cuz i wanted to be with you.
-One night to moon asked me "why do you love him so much?" and i relied "for the same reason you love your stars...they're your world."
Baby you're all that I want
When I'm lying here in your arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
.. i hoped the feeling would go away, but the more i talked to you and the more it seemed like we were flirting the harder it was to convince myself that i hadnt fallen for you..
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there are some things
I'd like to say to you...
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders
Do me a favor. Watch what you say around me. Maybe you're too blind to see it, but I'm still in love with you
Don't tell me the sky's the limit, there's footprints on the moon.
friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly because i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering so i smile, wear my disguise.. until i go home at night, turn out the lights and just breakdown & cry
Getting over you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, and I don't think I could ever do it again -Friends
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you. you are my only one.
i let go, but theres just noone who gets me like you do. you are my only, my only one.
ill count down the days till im able to talk to you again.
ill hold my breath and push down the tears.
ill watch you love her and wonder what i did so wrong to be on the outside looking in.
i gave you everything i thought you wanted. i loved you with every tear you made me cry but forever and a day ill still be loving you. ((i made this up for my friend jaclyn hehe))
I kick myself everytime I run to check the caller id because I shouldn't be running at all, but rather, strolling gracefully, not caring who it is, but I do, I really really care
I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay.
It's never fine when you go away.
These cuts run deep.
These scars are permanent and always on display.
This makes things difficult for me
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can't, because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most
I'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean
im not askin for the impossible. all im askin for is a chance, a chance to be happy and your the only thing that can make me happy. ((created by *me* lol))
<3 i realize im waisting my time loving you cause even tho i try to block out the truth with my hopes, i know that youll never love me. ((also made by me lol))
I'm scared that I'm going to end up alone. I'm scared that I'm always going to be somebody's friend, or sister, or confident, never quite somebody's everything. Mostly I'm scared I'm never going to find a guy that I love as much as I love you - Dawsons Creek
im not gonna be fine im not gonna be OK. this time i am gonna break down.. its gotten to the point where i just cant do it anymore.. i cant pretend to be happy and smile when i know all i wanna do is cry.. im sick of being the strong one, the one who holds it all together cause thats what everyone expects me to do, well not this time.. this time I AM CRYING.. i am hurting and wanting to die.. all i wanna do is run from everything but i know i cant.. ((also made by me lol for anyone whos felt like this, i know how it feels.. it sucks))
It always seems just as soon as things are going good..just as soon as life takes a turn for the best...everything goes wrong...gets lost, confused and all messed up... and then you crash... and just have to sit there, cause you dont have the strength to get up
it just hurts.. way more.. than i think you know
I've come to know that when I saw you, I should've ran away
sometimes she wanted to cut out her stupid heart
and give it to him, because she meant it that much.
the only thing i hate in you is the hurt you cause in me
they say your life flashes before your eyes when you die -- make it worth watchin.
u HaVe nO iDeA hOw hArD iT iS fOr Me tO jUsT bE fRiEnDs
what if i said that you never mattered
that i never lost one moment of sleep
what if i crushed all your dreams
b r o k e all the promises I swore to keep
tell me how your *life* would be
if i did .w.h.a.t .y.o.u. d.i.d. t.o. .m.e
when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible
You didn't intentionally break my heart you even said you were sorry but i cried anyway.. I know the truth that youre too scared to admit, Youre with her, but when you look at me, you can't remember her name
You hug him goodbye like it's nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same because try as you might, you can't make someone love you. Sometimes, you have to let them be free and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all
You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can't just be your buddy, because as much as i enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality it's a bizarre form of torture and i'm just not willing to participate in it. so right now what i wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore
wAnt y0u s0o bAad why kANt y0u jusst uNdErSTAnd
i cry f0r you...Liee f0r y0u and id strAight up die for u
i c0uLd tAke all y0ur pain and just gve it to myself jus 2
see u smile...giv me tHa chAnce n ill make it worthwHile
wHen i sed i L0ovd y0u i MeAnt it w. all myy hEart its
just t0o bAd cuz iTt stArtEd w.* a g0od [ stARt ] its just
t0o BAdd its g0tta eNd tHis wAy tHis tiMe ii g0tTa qEtt
uP ndd walk away y0u wer tHe cEntEr of mii worLd tHe
oNly fuckn rEas0n i could live i tRyEd t0o give you all
i could give but it still wasnt good enuf you still dint kare
wHen eVer i nEeded y0u...y0u could nEvEr bE tHerEe
no m0re excuses no more lies...all i gotta say...is i dun
|| wAnna try ||
wHen im aL0ne toWarDs tHa eNd of tHe dAy
i stARt ta tHink and mii miNd stArts to strAy
wtF c0uLd hAppen iFf i keep liVen tHis wAy
aLwAiis upSet bArEly eVer st0p crYing myy
LiFes BEen gEttn hArDer and i fEel LiKe dyin
i d0nt eVer fEeL LiKe tAlkEn -- juSt wAnNna
sLeep and nEvEr wAke upp.. but i justt gottaa
kEep oNn wAlkEn and tryn to stAY upp.
tHe hArdr it gets as tHe day goes by but im jus
gunna havtA stand upp and try fuckk itt all
ive LeArnEd tHis lEsS0n oNe t0o mAny tiMes
|g0en t0o bEd w. b0iis alwAiis oNn mii miNdd
butt tHis tiMe its 0vEr- kANt tAke it no More
they sey dey love me... but mAke me a wh0re
i Lo0k at dem onCe- tryna get in myy skirt
i Lo0k in ther eYes and i kno im guNna get hurt
soo ill stop tHis sHit now bEfor y0u get yur fun
jUstt t0o Letchu boiis kNo im fucken [ d0ne ]
tAsTe thiss lEts See iFf y0u kAN hAnDLe itt
JuSt oNe sip y0u pR0Lly ch0ke o0n y0ur own
[ sHitt ] tAsTe tHat oNce y0u swAllow thEn
i q0t u trApped all tHat mAttErs is i qott u bac
[ bitCh i hAte y0u w.* all my heArt DIE!! ]
dAmn b0ii y0ur dRiVen mEe cRaZy
wEn y0u t0uCh mii b0dy-mii mindd
qetts awl [ hAzy ]-- aLl i wAnnA do
is bEe heLd And Loved by y0u
i kN0 ii couLd bEe thA bEstt tHiNg
u g0tti kno mii love f0r y0u would
hit tHA sp0t so bAByy give me tHe
cHaNce aNd ill BEe tRue ill give y0u
tHe bEst sLeEp and y0u gott [n0 cLue]
tHe qiRL sh0uLdNt B3e c0nSiDeReD tHa h0Re
tHe guyS whO mAde hEr a * h0re * sh0uLd tAke
|[ aLl tHa g0DdAmn bLAmE !! ]|
messin wit me... chik thats s0me seri0us behavi0r}
..-why d0nt y0u drink nd drive-..
|- P r 0 b L y W o U l D b E s A f E r -|
[.i may seem like an inn0cent liddle girl r0und pe0ple i ad0re.]
.||.buh f0 real im a rude azz gangsta bytch.||.
.*.behind cl0sed d00rs.*.
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They say it takes minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
Everybody needs that somebody, you could be that somebody that someone needs.
Watch your thoughts, they become your words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become a way of life. Watch your way of life, it becomes your destiny.
what is l0ve and what d0es it define wh0's t0 say and wh0s t0 draw the line and within this w0rld and all its fuss wh0's t0 say if it's l0ve 0r a simple crush?
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back... but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?
Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.
Cast your eyes to the ocean... Cast your soul to the sea Though the dark nights seem endless, Please remember me.
Yeah I'm alone, but I don't need happy couples walking down the hall together to remind me.
A blank piece of paper isn't filled of nothing...it's filled with however far your fantasy will take you.
If I should die tonight, the reason remains unknown, tell not to the whole world, but to the one I love that I died of a broken heart.
Not because he loved me too little, but because I loved him too much
forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling in love and that you can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
"and even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesnt change the fact that you have what you have"
"I dont want to start thinking again. I cant think again. Not ever again. I dont know if youve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think that wanting that is very morbid , but i want it when i get like this. Thats why im trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning..."
"I feel like I've tried for so long to be happy,
and the more I try, the more that goal slips
from my reach. Its almost like quick sand
where the more you struggle, the more
submerged you become. I've given up on
everything. Nothin matters to me anymore
Especially myself. The part of my life that
matters least to me is myself, Because I'm
no one… and I always have been . "
"i just wish that someone would just tell me whats wrong with me. Just tell me how to be different in a way that makes sence. To make this all go away. And disappear. I know thats wrong because its my responsibility, and i know that things get worse before they get better, but this is a worse that feels too big..."
"its these times in my life that i wish you were here with me to hold me and say everything will be okay"
"So, i turned around and walked to my room and closed my door and put my head under my pillow and let the quiet put things where they are supposed to be..."
"you cant be common because the common man goes no where... you have to be uncommon."
And its a leap of faith,
when you believe theres someone out there,
its a leap of faith,
when you believe that someone cares,
and when i call out to you,
will you be right there, right there?
as we sit here together
i turn away...
afriad youll see the tears
that are about to form in my eyes..
you ask if anythings wrong
and i just smile and tell you im fine..
but i cant stop thinking about
how much i wished you were mine...
Every now and then
you wake up to a day
that affects your whole life..
the day in your life
when you know youll
never be the same again..
the day that changes
the way you think about
EvErYtHiNg and EvErYoNe...
How could love be so ThOuGhTLeSs, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you...
[ i break in TwO over you ]
i break in two and each piece of me DiEs...
I am everything that you have ever missed,
I was hopeing i could tell you this with two feet on the ground,
But i dont think i can talk,
because im not very stable right now > maybe you'll get what you want this time around >> the trick, is to keep breathing...
Id like to run away to you,
Id like to tell you a few things,
About the way i feel inside.
Im caught up in a dream
Im gonna wish for it all
No one is gonna tell me how
No way, this is my dream now
Im caught up in what seems
Simply impossible,
Im not going to change a thing
No way, its my dream... <3
-I know you think that i shouldn't still love you, i can tell ya that, well if i didn't say it, and i still felt it, now where's the sense in that?
-You take alot of chances with your feelings,
no one really knows what you feel,
and fiction is the only way you're dealing,
you turn your pretty head if it gets real.
-And i'd give up forever to touch you,
cuz i know that you feel me somehow,
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be,
and i don't wanna go home right now,
and all i can taste is the moment,
and all i can breath is your life,
and sooner or later its over,
i just don't wanna miss you tonight.
-Where you are that's where i wanna be,
and through your eyes,
all the things i wanna see,
and in the night,
you are my dream,
you're everything to me.
-Hold on, dream away,
you're my sweet charade.
-Gotta do what it takes,
cuz its all in our hands,
we all make mistakes,
but its never too late,
to start again, take another breath,
and say another prayer,
and fly away from here.
-I'll love until love wears me away,
I'll die and know my love will stay.
-Deep in denialville,
trying to fight the way i feel,
i go jello when you smile,
i start blushin...my head rushin.
-Believe in love at first sight...and when you say "i love you" mean it.
-Great love and great achievements require great risks.
-Never laugh at someone's dreams, because if you don't have dreams, you don't have much.
-There is no fear in love.
-You can't be in love with someone one second, and not love them the next, because then you were never in love in the first place.
-There's something about the way you shine,
when the lights go out,
wanna make you mine,
theres something about the way it seems,
you're always here,
in my dreams,
when no ones around,
no im not scared,
because im in love
...with you...
-Let em' say we're crazy,
i don't care about that,
put your hand in my hand, baby,
don't ever look back,
let the world around us,
just fall apart,
baby, we can make it,
if we're heart to heart,
and we can build this thing together,
stand in stone forever,
nothings gunna stop us now,
and when the world runs out of lovers,
we'll still have each other,
nothings gunna stop us now.
let em' say we're crazy,
what do they know?
put your arms around me, baby,
don't ever let go,
let the world around us,
just fall apart,
baby, we can make it,
it we're heart to heart.
-One thought,
is all i need,
to make me wish you were here with me,
one touch,
is all i want,
to make me wish you'd stop this taunt,
thought this would never end,
thought you'd only stay a friend,
but thats not what i wanted,
and in my dreams you haunted,
couldn't sleep cuz i wanted to be with you.
-One night to moon asked me "why do you love him so much?" and i relied "for the same reason you love your stars...they're your world."
Baby you're all that I want
When I'm lying here in your arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
.. i hoped the feeling would go away, but the more i talked to you and the more it seemed like we were flirting the harder it was to convince myself that i hadnt fallen for you..
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there are some things
I'd like to say to you...
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders
Do me a favor. Watch what you say around me. Maybe you're too blind to see it, but I'm still in love with you
Don't tell me the sky's the limit, there's footprints on the moon.
friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly because i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering so i smile, wear my disguise.. until i go home at night, turn out the lights and just breakdown & cry
Getting over you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, and I don't think I could ever do it again -Friends
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you. you are my only one.
i let go, but theres just noone who gets me like you do. you are my only, my only one.
ill count down the days till im able to talk to you again.
ill hold my breath and push down the tears.
ill watch you love her and wonder what i did so wrong to be on the outside looking in.
i gave you everything i thought you wanted. i loved you with every tear you made me cry but forever and a day ill still be loving you. ((i made this up for my friend jaclyn hehe))
I kick myself everytime I run to check the caller id because I shouldn't be running at all, but rather, strolling gracefully, not caring who it is, but I do, I really really care
I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay.
It's never fine when you go away.
These cuts run deep.
These scars are permanent and always on display.
This makes things difficult for me
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can't, because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most
I'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean
im not askin for the impossible. all im askin for is a chance, a chance to be happy and your the only thing that can make me happy. ((created by *me* lol))
<3 i realize im waisting my time loving you cause even tho i try to block out the truth with my hopes, i know that youll never love me. ((also made by me lol))
I'm scared that I'm going to end up alone. I'm scared that I'm always going to be somebody's friend, or sister, or confident, never quite somebody's everything. Mostly I'm scared I'm never going to find a guy that I love as much as I love you - Dawsons Creek
im not gonna be fine im not gonna be OK. this time i am gonna break down.. its gotten to the point where i just cant do it anymore.. i cant pretend to be happy and smile when i know all i wanna do is cry.. im sick of being the strong one, the one who holds it all together cause thats what everyone expects me to do, well not this time.. this time I AM CRYING.. i am hurting and wanting to die.. all i wanna do is run from everything but i know i cant.. ((also made by me lol for anyone whos felt like this, i know how it feels.. it sucks))
It always seems just as soon as things are going good..just as soon as life takes a turn for the best...everything goes wrong...gets lost, confused and all messed up... and then you crash... and just have to sit there, cause you dont have the strength to get up
it just hurts.. way more.. than i think you know
I've come to know that when I saw you, I should've ran away
sometimes she wanted to cut out her stupid heart
and give it to him, because she meant it that much.
the only thing i hate in you is the hurt you cause in me
they say your life flashes before your eyes when you die -- make it worth watchin.
u HaVe nO iDeA hOw hArD iT iS fOr Me tO jUsT bE fRiEnDs
what if i said that you never mattered
that i never lost one moment of sleep
what if i crushed all your dreams
b r o k e all the promises I swore to keep
tell me how your *life* would be
if i did .w.h.a.t .y.o.u. d.i.d. t.o. .m.e
when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible
You didn't intentionally break my heart you even said you were sorry but i cried anyway.. I know the truth that youre too scared to admit, Youre with her, but when you look at me, you can't remember her name
You hug him goodbye like it's nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same because try as you might, you can't make someone love you. Sometimes, you have to let them be free and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all
You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can't just be your buddy, because as much as i enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality it's a bizarre form of torture and i'm just not willing to participate in it. so right now what i wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore
wAnt y0u s0o bAad why kANt y0u jusst uNdErSTAnd
i cry f0r you...Liee f0r y0u and id strAight up die for u
i c0uLd tAke all y0ur pain and just gve it to myself jus 2
see u smile...giv me tHa chAnce n ill make it worthwHile
wHen i sed i L0ovd y0u i MeAnt it w. all myy hEart its
just t0o bAd cuz iTt stArtEd w.* a g0od [ stARt ] its just
t0o BAdd its g0tta eNd tHis wAy tHis tiMe ii g0tTa qEtt
uP ndd walk away y0u wer tHe cEntEr of mii worLd tHe
oNly fuckn rEas0n i could live i tRyEd t0o give you all
i could give but it still wasnt good enuf you still dint kare
wHen eVer i nEeded y0u...y0u could nEvEr bE tHerEe
no m0re excuses no more lies...all i gotta say...is i dun
|| wAnna try ||
wHen im aL0ne toWarDs tHa eNd of tHe dAy
i stARt ta tHink and mii miNd stArts to strAy
wtF c0uLd hAppen iFf i keep liVen tHis wAy
aLwAiis upSet bArEly eVer st0p crYing myy
LiFes BEen gEttn hArDer and i fEel LiKe dyin
i d0nt eVer fEeL LiKe tAlkEn -- juSt wAnNna
sLeep and nEvEr wAke upp.. but i justt gottaa
kEep oNn wAlkEn and tryn to stAY upp.
tHe hArdr it gets as tHe day goes by but im jus
gunna havtA stand upp and try fuckk itt all
ive LeArnEd tHis lEsS0n oNe t0o mAny tiMes
|g0en t0o bEd w. b0iis alwAiis oNn mii miNdd
butt tHis tiMe its 0vEr- kANt tAke it no More
they sey dey love me... but mAke me a wh0re
i Lo0k at dem onCe- tryna get in myy skirt
i Lo0k in ther eYes and i kno im guNna get hurt
soo ill stop tHis sHit now bEfor y0u get yur fun
jUstt t0o Letchu boiis kNo im fucken [ d0ne ]
tAsTe thiss lEts See iFf y0u kAN hAnDLe itt
JuSt oNe sip y0u pR0Lly ch0ke o0n y0ur own
[ sHitt ] tAsTe tHat oNce y0u swAllow thEn
i q0t u trApped all tHat mAttErs is i qott u bac
[ bitCh i hAte y0u w.* all my heArt DIE!! ]
dAmn b0ii y0ur dRiVen mEe cRaZy
wEn y0u t0uCh mii b0dy-mii mindd
qetts awl [ hAzy ]-- aLl i wAnnA do
is bEe heLd And Loved by y0u
i kN0 ii couLd bEe thA bEstt tHiNg
u g0tti kno mii love f0r y0u would
hit tHA sp0t so bAByy give me tHe
cHaNce aNd ill BEe tRue ill give y0u
tHe bEst sLeEp and y0u gott [n0 cLue]
tHe qiRL sh0uLdNt B3e c0nSiDeReD tHa h0Re
tHe guyS whO mAde hEr a * h0re * sh0uLd tAke
|[ aLl tHa g0DdAmn bLAmE !! ]|
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..-why d0nt y0u drink nd drive-..
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[.i may seem like an inn0cent liddle girl r0und pe0ple i ad0re.]
.||.buh f0 real im a rude azz gangsta bytch.||.
.*.behind cl0sed d00rs.*.
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They say it takes minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
Everybody needs that somebody, you could be that somebody that someone needs.
Watch your thoughts, they become your words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become a way of life. Watch your way of life, it becomes your destiny.
what is l0ve and what d0es it define wh0's t0 say and wh0s t0 draw the line and within this w0rld and all its fuss wh0's t0 say if it's l0ve 0r a simple crush?
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back... but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?
Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.
Cast your eyes to the ocean... Cast your soul to the sea Though the dark nights seem endless, Please remember me.
Yeah I'm alone, but I don't need happy couples walking down the hall together to remind me.
A blank piece of paper isn't filled of nothing...it's filled with however far your fantasy will take you.
If I should die tonight, the reason remains unknown, tell not to the whole world, but to the one I love that I died of a broken heart.
Not because he loved me too little, but because I loved him too much
forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling in love and that you can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
"and even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesnt change the fact that you have what you have"
"I dont want to start thinking again. I cant think again. Not ever again. I dont know if youve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think that wanting that is very morbid , but i want it when i get like this. Thats why im trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning..."
"I feel like I've tried for so long to be happy,
and the more I try, the more that goal slips
from my reach. Its almost like quick sand
where the more you struggle, the more
submerged you become. I've given up on
everything. Nothin matters to me anymore
Especially myself. The part of my life that
matters least to me is myself, Because I'm
no one… and I always have been . "
"i just wish that someone would just tell me whats wrong with me. Just tell me how to be different in a way that makes sence. To make this all go away. And disappear. I know thats wrong because its my responsibility, and i know that things get worse before they get better, but this is a worse that feels too big..."
"its these times in my life that i wish you were here with me to hold me and say everything will be okay"
"So, i turned around and walked to my room and closed my door and put my head under my pillow and let the quiet put things where they are supposed to be..."
"you cant be common because the common man goes no where... you have to be uncommon."
And its a leap of faith,
when you believe theres someone out there,
its a leap of faith,
when you believe that someone cares,
and when i call out to you,
will you be right there, right there?
as we sit here together
i turn away...
afriad youll see the tears
that are about to form in my eyes..
you ask if anythings wrong
and i just smile and tell you im fine..
but i cant stop thinking about
how much i wished you were mine...
Every now and then
you wake up to a day
that affects your whole life..
the day in your life
when you know youll
never be the same again..
the day that changes
the way you think about
EvErYtHiNg and EvErYoNe...
How could love be so ThOuGhTLeSs, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you...
[ i break in TwO over you ]
i break in two and each piece of me DiEs...
I am everything that you have ever missed,
I was hopeing i could tell you this with two feet on the ground,
But i dont think i can talk,
because im not very stable right now > maybe you'll get what you want this time around >> the trick, is to keep breathing...
Id like to run away to you,
Id like to tell you a few things,
About the way i feel inside.
Im caught up in a dream
Im gonna wish for it all
No one is gonna tell me how
No way, this is my dream now
Im caught up in what seems
Simply impossible,
Im not going to change a thing
No way, its my dream... <3