Yesterday :-(
I woke up yesterday feeling kinda bla, so I decided I wanted to do something entertaining to cheer myself up. I got out the camera to take photos of my progress on the stuff I'm making (knitting and crochet) but while I was taking pictures I started just playing around taking pictures of my self. Making silly faces and what not. (I ended up posting a couple) I was feeling better and in a much better mood by the time my husband came home for lunch. He was kinda acting funny though. Then while I was fixing lunch he told me he had been laid off and his last day is going to be Friday. At first I didn't beleave him. I thought he was just trying to mess with me, but he REALLY did get laid off! ( I keep going from being depressed to being in a state of shock and not wanting to beleave this is happening. ) Then if I wasn't already feeling bad enough, when I went to pick the kids up from school, there were a couple of fathers there. They aren't there all the time, but any time I see them they make rude comments to eachother about me and laugh at me. I don't know why they want to be mean to me. I don't even know them. I think it may be because they think I'm trash. (some people think if your poor, that's all you are and you don't desearve any respect) Yesterday when I walked past them they started laughing at me again, then one of them said to the other. "You gota work really hard at looking that bad!" Then they both busted up laughing like it was the funniest thing they had ever heard. I don't consider myself a great beauty, but I thought I looked nice yesterday. I was wearing some of my nicest cloths and had even put a little mackup on. (I was trying to cheer myself up that morning) Why are there so many mean people around here? I'm starting to wish we could move.