MY OFFICIAL STATEMENT

Oct 12, 2006 12:30


AS ALOT OF YOU ARE WELL AWARE OF, I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT THESE PAST MONTHS... MY CLOSEST PEOPLE KNOW THE PAIN AND STRESS I HAVE BEEN UNDER AND I WANNA THANK THEM FOR HOLDING ME DOWN. BUT THERE ARE STILL SOME PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO SEE ME UPSET AND BRING TOXICITY AND NEGATIVITY MY WAY( THE DEVIL IS A LIAR)... IM A GROWN ASS WOMAN. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS. SO THIS WILL BE THE OFFICIAL STATEMENT AND LAST STATEMENT I MAKE ABOUT THIS MATTER. PLZ READ CAREFULLY... AND I APOLOGIZE AHEAD OF TIME FOR THE LENGTH....

People say that I have changed. Lost my mind. Losing it. Whatever. Its like this: Im not the pushover that I used to be. I fight back. I've been through a lot of abuse and pain. I speak my mind now. The way I do it might seem psychotic or crazy. I honestly no longer care what people think of me anymore. I know Im not crazy. Losing it. Lost it. Psychotic. Whatever. The people who think that have honestly brought me to the brink and has cause me to act this way. No need for the name calling. They know who they are (and if you are getting offended, more than likely I AM talking about you). The repeated lying and bullshitting that I am dealing with and have been dealing with these past months are the reason why Im like this.

So I'm going to say this ONE TIME and ONE TIME ONLY.... If YOU do not like what I have to say, DONT listen to me... DO ignore me. You will NOT hurt my feelings.... AT ALL... cause like Beyonce says "There's plenty of people who dont like me... But there's 10 times more who love me and I love myself..."

So plz stop sending me bullshit ass messages, faceboook wall posts, myspace messages, myspace comments.... if you have something to say to me say it to my face... NOT MYSPACE... MY FACE... BECAUSE CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF I am NOT a MySpace, Facebook, MSN, Yahoo, Google, GMail, Hotmail, YahooMail, AOL, AIM, YIM, Xanga, LiveJournal, DeadJournal, StudentCenter.Org, or MyYearbook gangsta.... I am a grown ass woman.

And as a grown ass woman, this will be the last time I post a note or blog talking about this. The next time, I will be a real-life, everyday, you can hear my voice and see my lips move "gangsta" and the words will not be pretty or PG-13.

If you have any questions, see me up Coppin or my house. On the real.

Thank you for you time and consideration,
Shantel Tatayana Brunner
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