Meme
http://shawnaree.livejournal.com/2004/04/06/
LAYER ONE:
Name: Shawn/a M. O'Neil
Nickname: Shawn
Current Home: Negaunee, MI
Eye Color: grey-blue
Hair Color: coffee.
Height: 5'5"
Righty or Lefty: Amby.
Zodiac Sign: Aries
LAYER TWO:
The shoes you wore today: Brown payless shoes, that I bought for $8.
Your weakness: cuddling. Also, people who stroke my ego.
Your fears: waking up next to a corpse, going crazy.
Your perfect pizza: five cheese hand-tossed.
Goal(s) you'd like to achieve: discover happiness within myself.
LAYER THREE:
Your most overused phrase on AIM: wha?
Your thoughts first wake up: What time is it?
Your best physical feature: feet.
Your bedtime: when ever I get up to turn off the light.
Most missed memory:I miss feeling those arms around me.
LAYER FIVE:
(no layer 4... *looks slightly confused*)
Smoke: when I'm drunk.
Cuss: When I'm not around children.
Sing: Not so much sing as scream at the stereo.
Take a shower everyday: About twice a month, actually.
Have a crush(es): Yes.
Do you think you've been in love: Yes.
Want to go to college: I'm in college.
Like(d) high school: not really. it was boring.
Want to get married: I don't think so... but that may change.
Believe in yourself: I can do anything.
Get motion sickness: When I read in the car.
Think you're attractive: I have great potential.
Think you're a health freak: Moreso than others.
Get along with your parent(s): I haven't heard from them in quite a while.
Like thunderstorms: I always want to be out in the rain, except for when I am... unless I want to be outside in the rain and go outside. Then I'm okay.
Play an instrument: None well. Or even proficiently.
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: yes
Smoked: yes
Done a drug: yes
Had Sex: *nod*
Made Out: nope.
Gone on a date: two.
Gone to the mall?: nope.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no.
Eaten sushi: no, but I'd love to. (I like sushi)
Been on stage: no.
Been dumped: I've been single a while.
Gone skating: No.
Made homemade cookies: No, not enough time and it's too hot.
Gone skinny dipping: Nope, just waded out in my pants.
Dyed your hair: nope.
Stolen anything: not in the last month. except maybe a few hearts.
LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
If so, was it mixed company: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
Been called a tease: once or twice.
Gotten beaten up: once.
Shoplifted: Yes. Lots.
Changed who you were to fit in: I used to. Trying not to anymore.
LAYER EIGHT:
Age you hope to be married: whenever. whatever.
Numbers and Names of Children: 2, Darwin Jakob and Eva McKenzie
Describe your Dream Wedding: ... no comment.
How do you want to die: loved.
Where you want to go to college: NMU.
What do you want to be when you grow up: Happy.
What country would you most like to visit: Spain.
LAYER NINE:
In a chick/dude
Best eye color? don't care
Best hair color? don't care
Short or long hair: short usually.
Height: no particular preference.
Best weight: don't care
Best articles of clothing: cute socks.
How about nice looking clothes? what?
Best first date location: at lower harbour.
Best first kiss location: on the cheek.
LAYER TEN:
Number of people I could trust with my life: 2 or 3.
Number of CDs that I own: who knows
Number of piercings: 6.
Number of tattoos: 0 as of now.
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: *shrug* not important.
Number of cars your family owns: Just Strider.
Looking at my answers then, and looking at my answers now, I can see how much I've grown. I had previously said I couldn't make cookies because I don't know how, and that I wasn't sure if I had changed for other people because who I am is nebulous, and under "Smoke?" I put "not allowed". Under how I want to die, I put, "in a pool of blood"-- bah, how melodramatic, and I also said "ew" under sushi, even though at that point I'd never had it, and now I have and I really like it.
Under fears I had listed, "being alone", and that's not true anymore. I'm alone frequently, and sometimes I even desire to be alone. Sure, sometimes I still get the heebees about being alone, like when I'm sleeping in an empty house, but I'm not AFRAID anymore. I also had said that I hoped I'd been in love, when now I know I have been, and that I didn't have crushes, which was false, and still is-- I crush all the time. And also, I think it's important to note that I had previously said to, "are you attractive", "people think I am".
And I can't believe when I did this originally, I was learning the bass. Bah! so long ago...
Okay, enough reflecting. Later all!